-= LUCK =-


Timed: 9.08pm
Weee~ so long nv blog le...
today got most of my results for the CA
here's a list of it XD:
Engineering Maths - 68
Electrical technology - 64
Engineering Mechnics - 74

wee~~~ all tis pass...i was so negative ...
i tot i would fail of of it...
weesin more pro sia...maths own me ..
el tech own me as well >.<
hmm..today school ..fall asleep in front of the teacher while he's teaching
he nv care me oso -_-"
morning mumu told me there's a game liek DDR one
but play chinese song O_O!...
i played awhile..but sian diao~
so i went back to dota abit..
hmm now blogging..lol
recenlty koe tis gal call kifa..
nice gal =)..and she had a bf =( lol...
the whole day i was thinking about what we talk about last night XD
LOL!!!..if ur viewing tis...relax pls...

i guess my 1st struggle is over..
for my CAs that is.. now its 2mths away to MIDYEAR EXAM..
so fast ..zz..dun think my life really eventful now bah
i guess all i have to do now..is still study study study =)
haha..i tried to make my life exciting..yet its so..simple =(
after school i meet up wif jun go home...
he kept feared his maths would get lousy marks..
jun dun worry la..i maths lousiest in class oso can get tis kind of marks
u no problem one la...wah soon sat le...guild meeting...
not going~..i'm going somewhere else fiona sry~
timed : 9:16pm

hmm tml's another school day..
wad an uneventful day..yet i am happy..i left 1more paper
to review....hope all are passes...NO!...ALL ARE PASSES =)

- = "a minute of rash-ness..could cause u an entire life of pain" = -

-= Good Old ITE =-

Timed: 8:02pm
juz back frm working project
wah today..
mit up wif those guys...
den use camera take some shots of streets and toilets
and more streets -_-
and tis guy...kody his camera sot sot one
lol...use awhile the whole camera spolit le
den we all try to get ppl to lend us their digicam
they all call n call no ppl free to lend
den i call ying wah so heng she got spare den
den heng heng we at westmall..so i go borrow her camera
and the project continues...thx ying i owe u 1

lol...since i got time for break
my fren took shot of mi -__- den after another fren left..so i when to ITE
on the way to it..i saw muhaimin n haron O_O!!!!!..
both of them were on motorbikes..wooo
haron sia~
den reach ITE
i saw Mr rajoo..think he didnt recognise mi le bah
juz walk pass me.. T_T
wanting to take some shots of the busted up toilet
wah den the camera no battery >.<..no la
is the camera comsumes the cheap battery fast..
den fate lor
nv take the ITE toilet one..
we exit to the nearest mama shop..buy batt
end up kody wan go 7-11 buy..rich sia...
the batt cos $3..and only 2 .. lol
lucky is he pay XD
den after tt we go bukit panjang the river there
took some pics again ..walk dao there..damm wet
and i was wearing slippers..zzzzz
lol after tt ..took 180 home..
come back ma told me..
tml trip cancel le due to fiona's high fever T_T
lol..nvm la got chance de...
being healthy is more important..
GET WELL SOON FIONA ^^
den we can go out again =)

Time: 8:19pm

- = "Love is not an MCQ question" = -

-= Incurable Disease =-

Timed: 8:07pm
3days..3days of my night stalker life....
3days i slept at 5am...
this emptyiness....
i'm going crazy....
its been a week of hoilday..
even i been asking myself...
what have i did during the hoildays...
how can i improve my life using tis final wk of holiday...
i dun think tis final wk ..
i'm gona go anywhere bah..oso nowhere to go now...
stay at home and rot...
well as i told mumu..
The Doctor has finish his chores...
he has cured the world..
she told me..myself?...
i suffered a disease...i cant cure myself....
its better to one dead..
den the whole world dead right...
my sacrifices are worth it..
i guess ma is right..
all i left with now...
is books,studies..
maybe i'll study till the day i die =/
there is nth left for me...
the whole world is cured

i guess i have to quarrenteen myself away frm the whole
so as to nt spread my disease...
to have world peace..someone has to sacrifce 1st..
den let it be urself truly bah

- = "I have done so much..yet i have done nth" = -

-= $_$ =-

Timed: 12:41am
tis time so late den blog >.< lols
hmm..lai yuan my dad bluff mi...he haven sold his stall
he still working...and i'm cure of fever..
woo..at least somethings are going on nicely le ^^

afternoon my mom...used out my fone's value...
leaving the fone no $....F5..now i cant even received free call
zzzzzz....
haiz..from the start..$ is an important matter in my family le
my cousin gona celebrate father's day..den my aunt
wan invite us go..but my mom says..
we're poor now...if we go at leats pay abit of $...
i understand tt point as well....
so i think we're nt going to tt buffet le..
unless my mom find a job or tio 4D la >.<
nvm la $....always can earn de....=)
den i see my cousin's msn nick..
he's a rich guy ..kinda
cos...be4 i come to poly must buy laptop
he borrowed mi the $ to do so..
arbo i oso no laptop ....
his nick...
"bulls make money,bears make money and pigs get slaughtered"
meaningful...
pigs really get slaughtered becos of they cant earn $ XD

timed : 12.48
maybe someday when i grow bigger...
i hope i can be as smart as him bah
he is..how to say...
$ is nth to him...he's nt in a rat race of bills

- = "Bulls make $,Bears make $ and pigs get slaughtered" = -

-= Diseased =-

Sicked, inflected..unable to carry on normal life...

Timed : 5.49..
juz finish Dota-ing haih...losing match made us all down...
morning when i woke up..wow my whole boday ache >.<
made my way to open the com..(die die oso muz play com XD)
while playing dota...cat called mi..i'm surprized...she would call mi -_-
den tok wif her lor while dota-ing ..my teamates all kan mi >.<

cant even type the next sentence...i feel feverish...
my whole body is on-fire..my bones are cracking throughout
ahhhhhhhh..feel my pain...
juz becos i didnt cover blanket last nite i was sick?...
or was it something much sinister?
someone curse mi? xD
thinking too much when i sick -___-"

get a load of my family...
my dad juz close his stall ytd...he's now stacking at home..
Tt b@stard ...got work mai work..ass
and my mom...jobless since last nite...
now the whole family is juz dying -_-..
i dun think i will ask them $ to see doc...at least IF i die..
i die an accident..jkjk...cat told mi to think positive le...
there's always a way out la..like cat say
"those who wan to kill themselves are plain tupid"
=/

hope after the project..some work could come find mi bahs
TIMED: 6.00pm

- = "its either DO or Die" = -

-= last escape =-

"Resident evil 3: Nemesis"
Last Escape.....

Timed: 7.22pm
Juz woke up from sleeping 5am - 7pm
Finished changing the fish waters..
my fish look healthy again =)
(those dumb fish xD)

xiang bu dao my 1 incident can trigger so mani viewers
and i tot i was anti-social..hmm..maybe i can tell abit of my past
my love life begins..at sec 2..den i started to like gals -_-
my frens called me to join a basketball team..tt time..
i wasnt like the foto in my blog the face..hell..tt time i was a fat ass xD
we teamed in basketball for like a yr or wat..till i like someone i couldnt
its illegal...and tt guy juz say he could let mi have her...(tts crap right)
so i didnt...den i started my own laws...to make my self hapi again..
so my law started..and my law is always abide(partly cos i was single most of the time -_-)
tt day onwards...i learned not to mess wif other ppl's wife/stead la..
being what i am now..i have alot i wan to say about the incidents tis few days..
i koe as tt dude says..no point le bah..let me be the evil one =)
hmm...tml have IAC project wif those guys again..
like tat my one wk holiday gone ~ =(
hope sunday can go out wif ma,pa n fiona again =/
today so weird sia...pa gone to take his driving theories...
ma gone to camp...bao chatting wif mi xD
hope ma return from camp a happier gal...
i tot pa recently i been dropping hair..he says nt sleep enuff -_-
well..5am- 7pm le...i guess its stressed bah..
well my poly set of frens..always care about results..
unlike ITE ..we were always the crazy gang xD
anyway fiona u viewing tis..sunday we're all free so...
try to answer to us near the date okay<<
ok~

timed 7:34pm
tml is another day of projects and those guys xD
i'll be going out till late..=/
and..pls dun stained my blogs wif bad comments ppl xD

- = "Freedom..can we get it?" "suffered life?..life is to be enjoyed" = -

-= Betrayal =-

being betrayed by one person is nth
being betrayed by 2 persons required attention....
especially when ur backstabbed

timed: 7:55
wow wat a day at sch doing my d&t...
den go find my poly frens gimme some games den go home
when i reach home ..tot wah last day le....
can relax le..holidays come le...=) tis wk i'm busyfied =(
IAC projects..nvm la heng ma n pa oso busy arbo i like turn-off to them xD

den suddenly jen msn mi...kept mi in the dark n ask mi how i koe?
pouring salt on wound?..."ur ex and ur best buddies tgt" my butt la...
in case no common sense..u can juz go off silent wif him..and dun lee wo yes?
all along i koe la..u dun have to ask anymore...u dun have to contact mi anymore..
AND HIM..NO LIES CAN SAVE HIM ..
"i juz wan to help u get her back"
I DUN WAN HER LE?
stop ur calls and sms-es ok...juz leave mi to my life now?
i enjoying it leh..dun come runied it again
if ur viewing tis...gd comments are welcome but if u here to stained my blog...
kindly go else where

- = "in truth it was i who was betrayed" illidan= -

-= UnSpOken cOde broken =-

time: 9:37
Watching the da Vinci code wat a nice movie
hmm..laws...code...wats the use of keeping them
when ppl break it..those who break it..
are nt in the circle of tt law/code anymore


Tml last day of school le =) mean i wan have 1wk ++ holidays
to do wat i wan
tml go sch do D&T..milling..see tt toothless teacher tupid face for the last time
yea..be gone ass...be gone~
den my fren sms mi say tml 11am mit at sch for IAC project..
"how clean is singapore?"
toilets we doing ..shoot fotos we must
5pm den release..
wah during the holidays...i could meet pa,ma n fiona
show them silent hill =)
xiang bu dao i gone like half a day so mani things happen again
the world revolves around mi bahs XD
time:9:48

- = "I am a Perfectionist living in an imprefect world" EMAX = -

-= Lost Childhood =-

TimeD: 4:44pm
wah sunday le
ytd go out torn wif pa n ma at orchard
afternoon meet fiona den wah
xiang bu dao ma n fiona so chatty together
wah 1st time hear fiona say "taoyan~"
SOMEMORE 4TIMES!!!! F5
whole body weaken...
they went shopping we follow -.-
den they go tis place call forum
thats why they go toy r us play toys
seeing them so happily playing
we oso hapi ourselves la..
for we had a long time no childhood le
seeing them enjoy like tt oso brings back gd memories

hmm after tt go emax play LAN for one hr
den fiona n her fren come again find us
one hr up
we decided to go find them den discuss whether they wana go kbox / partyworld
den when ma called them they at kbox le -.-
den we cannot afford ma
we go watch movie lo ..bo bian
den fiona say she go take MRT ard 11++
says if no MRT she come find us...wah lau got =(
tot ma could use some company
den only left we 3...
THE NUN
what a lousy movie
the only thing tt scareds u is the sound..
the story line lousy
the ending -_-
after the nun.. ma say the mrt at 530 open le ..
den wah nv open -_- 6.31am
sit outside both of them look dying there
ai koon ai koon liao wakakaka
i was liek walking here n there both of them were liek
"sit down rest awhile leh"
wat i told u pa~
I AM A NIGHT STALKER~
den MRT gates open le
we go mrt inside
wah hot dao
outside one label
"tis MRT station has partial air-con"
means the aircon lousy..
6.35++am
the 1st mrt come..den ma cmi le
she sat down on the floor lo
soon after tt pa join her ..den mi
den i sit down~
stomache >.<
i was like looking on my stomach teh whole trip since sitting down
(duno wat both of them doing XD)
den ma decide to go pa house slp
we all reach cck pa say take cab..den
the cab come no NETS de
lucky ma got $ pay ..thx ma~
go home sit at toilet frm 730-830 -_-
den slp lo

Timed: 4.57 now..long time nv enjoy liek tat since tat incident..
hope more of this can happen during the holidays

- = D I D N T M E S S U P = -

- = Stopped Time = -

Time 5:18pm
Finish Mechnics CA at ard 12..wah tt paper -_-""
after tt...my classmate book the EL tech teacher DR LEE CHA TOU~(the back of his head alot of holes look like a plug)
teach us..wah teach teach he keep talking about life...
wat clear ur mind ar...
before the nite of exam dun study ar
he -_-

walking the way home ....i stare at the sky..
thinking how life was so carefree in the past..yet now...i still wanting tt TIME
my thinking was stuck at that time le....when i used to go cycling...
when i used to play at lanshops ...when i at genting enjoy the cool winds...
the smell..the feel....the places...INTOXICATING~ ...Nailed into my mind
those places...those smell...those people..i can nv forget..all i wan is to re-enjoy tt
which i can nv have now..all i have now is...
tormented...disgracement...hatred...towards studies...
whens it gona end no one koes....
it has an ending through

ahh ..enuff of those stuff...lets go back to 5:36
how at home watching holland V..today is bao bao's bday HAPI BDAY BAO!!!!!!!
mumu got sick =(...get well soon mumu ^^
tml second last CA EL TECH ..tt DR lee Cha tou say i from ITE at least muz score a B -.-
jialat...looks like i have to study more more to make a B possible
well at nite i have to prepare for studies again le tis whole wk nv play dao maple...
haih....well look on the bright side...after friday LETS PLAY GAME DAO SIAO!! YEA~~~

- = Chronosphere cant even stop time from leaking away = -

-= Memories of Life =-

Now 8:32pm less den 24hrs to my 1st CA
EG1 - Engineering Maths 1
tml 1.00pm start
Now 833 ..juz finish watching silent hill..nice movie
after tat i lay down on my bed
all i could think of is nt maths equations and log formulas

But wat i used to have in the past
the feeling of loneliness gets in real fast...
having no one to hug i hug my laptop to nap like 5mins
its a torment la.....cant seem to concentrate on Maths or anything le

Seeing theres only one thing i can work towards to
i have to pull myself tgt..for the $ my parent spent on school fees
for the seeds i [plant in ITE to bloom to poly
for .....MYSELF
yet....yet i dun see much motivation to do tt ..
my poly fren tell mi.."go find movtivation la"
like its real ez to tt~

well ppl viewing wat i typed wish mi luck for the coming CAs tis wk
n cat ur coming tuesday exams muz jiayou oso!!!
Dav n jun as well...Come own mi =)

- = "love gets u nowhere" "i wanna be wif u" "ai shi zhi you" "so painful to pretend" =-

- = ReTrIbUtion =-

Friday..wah at school do tt tupid d&t teacher's work...
over cut my work piece
tt part of my marks are gone~
LOL.. at orchard kan dao joseph ..so long nv kan dao him le
still so carefree.."sibei pei fu" ni leh joseph
den go cineleisure meet tt siao char bo =X
actually look nt bad leh~
modelling somemore worz siao siao
den receive dao jun de msg -_-".."i juz ate pandol slp woke up"
fiona<<<< though we nv see the nun tis time..
"we'll be back for a next time"
=)

izzit mi or izzit i dun blend in wif poly ppl?
although i'm one myself dun seem to match any of their
style, acent..i kinda like an ah beng wif a bunch of ...
a bunch of street smarties...totally dun match

anyway at home now doing tis blog like i muz...
part of my life le bah..saying out my heart N hards
go cineleisure ..met fiona den ~ bye bye
den we go plaza singapura -_- all movies 1210 launch~
ma was on curfew so we didnt watch

After so mani words i was told i feel tt
watever we did wrong in tis life / tis time
u will get A retribution back ..
cant escape it...(sound like agent smith) f7

- = Believe it or not = -

thrusday..10.25pm

Juz finish from a defeated dota match..another defeated dota match
today things juz didnt go my way...
came back from home ...things spolit...

life...when i was in ITE... we're all frens always cover for each other, look out for each other..
come to poly..its everyman for himself...Is tis right?..
No one cares for anyone anymore...Is tt wat poly life is?

Good news for my subject..AUTOCAD 100% wont fail!!!
and the teacher guarranteen..lol ..
Hope my winnning spee can carry on till my CAs thoughout the year~

Friday ..wow... was looking forward to THIS friday only..
(other then that fierce n unreasonable D&t teacher)
So its THE NUN~~~(sound childish =X)
so long didnt go out n have fun le..
Friday muz enjoy dao kao kao..
Den its all the way chiong to CA le!!!!

- N I D M O R E H E L P O N ELTECH & MATHS - ...F5