SPEED THROUGH SKILL

011109, 6:50pm

I have Pass out as a Full flagged signaller from the signal insitiute
this oso marks the end of my slack
and my future location will be in 41SAR according to encik philip

i face alot of money problems in between this 2 weeks
and alot of things were put to the test on regarding i can handle them
- my dad fainted and went to hospital i had to apply urgent leave
- upon visiting him i only have $5
- have to get him a packet of roasted pork and char siew $4
- left $1 for myself
if laurence wasnt ava. that i would have suffer quite alot
and feel more like shit..
- after meeting him and he help me top up my card
- lunch on him man...i'm farkup broke till no pride -.-

Pride - People Rest I Do Extra

i will repay him someday, this i say
maybe this is oso something that let me see the true face of ppl?
when u no $ in a crisis..who are those who are really willing to help u?
or who are those who act blur ..or worst dun even care
i know i put in effort for alot of things
- YOUR birthday
- my 2.4KM - 13:59 to 12:45 to 11:05 to 10:58
even though my spent my pay all of it one shot one day
i felt its worth it?
nahhh i dun even koe now lol...
well at least not all goes into the drain

but i feel that you are those..
u said about money making you happy
to me it is 60% to you bah?
maybe a $450 wallet and a pair of pigs
could make you happier than
a...half fark..poor ass guy who cant even afford his topup card
the odds are there liao

becos of this i dun wan to leave poor
i wan to complete my ns life
and i wan to earn alots of money
so this 2 years wun be wasted