-= Independance day =-

Timed: 8:14pm
wah veri long time nv blog le >.<
today i finally went out of the house...
its been 3days since i been out of the house le
lol..went out to buy my mom some bread n top my prepaid card
walking up ther stairway i saw tis black cat mah..
it was licking itself..den i walk pass i o_o the cat..
den i O_O the cat follow me do the same XD..cute sia the cat..
recently i went out near..i wear nth inside de i juz wear a jacket and..
whoo ~ i'm out on the streets..i koe can la..but i feel weird..
den went ard to get my stuff..i realise..i was walking faster den everyone else..
lol i'm liek rushing like tt..den i juz complete devil may cry 3 all modes...
heard frm mumu today is Malaysia de national day ..lol today date..31 aug..
lol she didnt nid to study today..den my mom woke me up early
cos my dad bought bee hoon mah den my mom told me eat early before it go bad..
den i woke up..1st person to greet me is mumu liao lol.."why u nv call me wake up!" -.-"
lol..okok next time i take note to wake u up..dun worry about my jacket la worry about ur studies...hope u gt less stress frm external places and ppl
well during the day fiona msg me ask me call her...
i tot she wan tell me things regarding the job she has install for me..
den i forget..today is guild's chalet cum bbq day...
den i tot la she wan gimme job n stuff..den i msg back
den she ask me go chalet..den i oso no company mah ..den nvgo lo
jun working ..peng wif the stead...no one else le lor..
my frens veri private limited one..
timed:8:29pm
nth to say le la..just tt i wan to go so much yet i koe ..no fren pei..
go there oso sian might as well dun go..look forward to the future coming weeks bah =)

- = there's always 2 sides to a problem : positive and negative = -

-= The AfterMath =-

timed: 3:28am


wah finally got time to blog again XD
today went to ..so far the cheapest KTV in sg bah
$10 no hidden charge..i get to have
free flow of drinks..5hours of singing and a bowl of shark's fin XD
nice deal my cousin found wor..those who wan better fast hor XD
the promotion over soon
anyway..
wed ended my last paper le ..WEEEEE~~~~~
den tat day after the paper i went to tian tian huo guo wif laurence they all
den wah yuan lai tian tian huo guo..the only gd about it is the...
free flow of rice other den tt everything else i dun like..
it doesnt have free flow drink..no meat to fry..somemore eat liao
over $20 liews..get some hidden charge they nv say..
from tt day onwards i trust seoul garden nia le..pay n eat no hidden charge
juz finish helping honey train her pet n use her char go ludi..
lol didnt koe pet is so fun one should have get one myself >.<>.<>.<..den after parting wif my family fmr the KTV thingy i went to find peng they all...i went n found out dav wasnt wif them..weird sia..our gang no dav come they still come out to eat..lol tts weird but enjoy leh so long nv see those guys le ^^
so much happen sia ..so mani things i wan to do now
yet..next week is shun long last exam den peng wan go thailand duno do wad
(maybe he go change sex) XD...
den i ben lai got job de..den become nt selected..gt guild chalet oso no $ to go la..
sian...oso no ppl pei me go oso..kinda sian...now i at home wif holiday le..i make a pact wif myself
nt to stay at home everyday..COS ITS BORING HERE!!!!!!...
told ah zi tt i will planned the sunday go out where where liao..
today we mix again..zi me peng jun they all...mix tgt..
now no problem liao ..nt like last time like tt..tt time nt i mix one den everyone assume i leader..
tot i planned badly ._. nvm la tis proof i'm a good planner bah XD
or issit they gd coodination ? =)
same la same la
timed:3:44am
holiday have come le..time to enjoy..
ben lai wan talk to mumu about my jacket thing mah..
can let it rest awhile cos i koe ur there the robber sibei hiong one..
so now hor u late nite better dun go out chiong la hor F5!
and grab a weapon if u have the need ok? XD..use chair throw him<<
my jacket can wait de =)
well tis is me and i'm gona enjoy my 7wks of holiday =)

- = "everyday i see her cry, yet everyday i duno how to an wei her" = -

-= The Airport =-

timed: 9:04pm
juz woke up from sleeping at 12pm -_-
last night i went through hell?
i went to the extreme to laurence to study
we went to changi airport to study..
11pm when reach there see there's not only us tt is studying
well their as confused as us...
so they follow us to walk...den we went to burger king to study
den around 2am we decide to explore changi airport
didnt koe hell till we seen hell...
its so boring there only did a few qns...sian..
and the internet wireless aint free nid to login and pay de =(
its really quiet over there at changi..quiet dao...
i only do like 3qns over there -_-....its not i cant do..
is no one teach me ..even laurence duno -_- mechanics
we at there till 4am...
den we go eat burger king..the ppl at changi sleeping -_-
snoring!! sound distracting ah...cant study..haih
one trip wasted sia..
den in the morning school got class we from changi airport
str8 go to sch didnt go back home ..no time..
after a long 230hrs bus ride..we reach ngee ann le -_-
den we go eat again..he decide to go to library den
we go in the huge tv room to slp...
den around 10 go to class....in the end teacher late den
i got chance to slp..when he arrive..lesson start den..go through pass yr paper
den i nv bring only thing i can do is copy -_-
after tt ben lai wan to meet honey to ask her teach me studies de..but..
i too tired le in the end i afternoon 12 go home slp le >.<
timed: 10:18pm
3more days to teh 1st exam paper...i gotta buck up le >.<

- = show me wad love can really do, then i show u wad i can do for love = -

-= Fall From Grace =-


Timed: 8:26pm
juz finish bathing ..hoping to get a good reply from dav..
but didnt.. well
as ah zi told me....we can go and see the fireworks at marina bay today de..
but in the end i woke up at 3..i couldnt find any of them..z
now is like 30min to the launch of the firework..
dav told me he mai go cos he go ytd le..
jun MIA..i couldnt find him..
my fone has no $ ..i couldnt find anybody...
even i wan dota..peng has to tend to his girlfren...
den i sian diao liao....i planned hao hao today wan go out de..
haven been going out enjoying myself...since....3-4wks le..
the only place i travel is..school >>>home and vice versa...
the only thing i wan now..is to go out and enjoy...
its so hard sia..its so hard to complete it....
well honey's probably enjoying herself wif her family at teh firework place..
me...sitting at home facing tis square box.............................wad a nice way to enjoy
next week is study week le...i have to go full force on study the coming sunday omwards
i juz played to days of game..and i can forget alot about wad i studied...
i better wont be touching tis machine and the laptop the coming week..
or i ensure complete failure if tt happens....cause i can tell..
frm myself...if i juz even play a game..or watch a movie...
i'm gona slack..which leads to no study...today ben lai hope can enjoy ..go out walk walk
enjoy night scenes...NO~~~~
they have no time for it...they have no time for me...
they have no time for each other..
WE have no time for each other.....
wad to do..maybe after the exams...we could go out den?..
or nvm la hack care me ...i rot ..den rot lor..
so far....i ask..
go pc bunk, go out, go kbox, go see fireworks..
all fail...i aint got no more holidays le....
even my holidays...oso like a normal day..
the SIT-AT-HOME-N-ROT day...
its not about $ la...$ is the minimum..
i koe no $ cant go out la...but..transport fee jiu enuff le bah..
go out walkn stuff oso gd..haih
even dat cant be fulfill...
i'm going mad in da house le...everyday morning my mom
always kick my heels to wake me up..
kinda pissed off thinking about tt...
she cant properly wake me up mah...kick kick kick...F5
timed: 8:36pm
wad am i thinking sia...
why ppl wan to pei he me...they have their own shit to attend to
juz let them attend to their shit and disappear when they dun nid u...

- = Wishes are hard to come by...especially when ur wish goes opposite = -

-= GamBle RumBle =-

timed: 2:34pm
today juz woke up..woken up by dad
well..no...i'm scolded up by him
he beat me up den
"EH U WAT TIME SCHOOL"
still in a blur stead..i ans him "10am"
den he well beserk and
"NOW ALREADY 12 le ! U DUN WAN TO STUDY ISST"
"PAPA REALLY WORRY ABOUT YOUR FUTURE LEH"
as i wake up and run myself to the bathroom
i realise..its monday ...there's no more lesson today..
as i enjoy my bath..den went back to bed get my laptop..
watch some films...after finsih tt
decided to try some MOL qns..
he came out and yell at me again
"U DUN WAN TO GO SCHOOL ISSIT?"
i say "today no school la...i tot is tuesday"
"U DUN LIE TO ME HOR"
i like wtf...den i start scolding him back liao
den my gastic pain get worst i go back lay in bed for like 30secs..
he came wif
"boy i tell u tis..dun be like ur dad n ur grandpa "
"we earn small amount of $ ..u must earn alot of $ "
its like everytime he no $ den will say all tis shit -_-
den i talk back la..
"u koe tis word..u start off wif a penny frm a million"
cos theres tis time he won 10k at lottery
gave us alittle..den gamble all away
i say " u have tis huge amount of $ where did it went?"
10k small meh? 10k can manage alot of things le..and tt ass
can gamble it off..thx leh..now we're square one again
"u think papa dun wan u have good life"
"now i really poor le...as a man i have to fight for the $"
yeah and gamble away all for $ asshole..=)
10k leh...how he spent..HOW WILL I SPENT?
if i were his dad or something i would whoop his ass by now..
but i cant.i'm his son..
anyway how would i spent it..
well now tt i came to koe laurence...
he taught me how to let $ grow..in investments and stuff
not in gamble..till now...i only gamble once in 4D..
but its juz a rare no. tt i anyway shoot den ask fren buy for me..
well didnt win of cause...i dun count on luck..
i like to count on hardwork $..not all those 4d
out of 10times u gamble 9 u lost..
issit really worth it?
10k man..10k i can do alot of things le..
he can do alot for the family le...but he didnt..
he juz hand me 100..and my mom 100..
the rest go bill..
plus minus all of them he should still have around 5-7k bah
lets nt say tis la 10k he gamble away is he tupid..
tts tis time he gt 40k..tts big shit...
tt time he work under others...i wasnt enjoying the good life though he gt tt $
life is a struggle den..den he decide to take me to genting..
with his rich frens..as to show how rich he is..
he juz hand me some 50RM?...wtf?
u koe..when i go genting wif my mom..she's poor and all she still hand me around 100RM
see the difference?..tis kind of dad..and the last day of the shitty genting trip wif my dad
he told me
"ah boy al..pa lost 5k in the casino"
stupid fark..gamble his ass off...
and is 5k SGD nt ranggit..
nt say i as a son wan to say him dao no pride la..
even his frens told me about his gamble shit
its a disgrace...no one could stop him now..my grandma's dead...
my grandpa dead long time ago..
my mom say him he oso diam diam..
i scold him..he juz ..
"ahhh u think pa wan to scold u meh"
wth...kids !
LETS NOT TALK ABOUT HIM LE
wad a shitty dad...next time he win $ and stuff i gona take a hell lot frm him
timed:2:54pm
did i blog nearly an hour?..if about my dad i can go on for ages...
but...last nite i went to study again..late at nite..
den went to mac do some MOL using my laptop..
siiting opposite is 2 gals..they were like lookin at us since we enter..den
when i open up my laptop they were looking even more..
i guess they are interested in the laptop..not the person..we study study
den they left le =(
my fren caught me looking at them..even though i was wearing cap
my fren's a guy he ..he's a gay xD anyway
den the mac close we chnage to the coffee shop next to it..
those gals were there too...i was like..see i told u
they are nt going home..after 15mins they left...=(
tt time was like 1am-ish le..
well den i carry on wif my studies..wif laurence..
den study study..we decide to rest awhile and drink
den he ask me tis qns
"if u were given a candy..will u eat it?..after the teacher returns in 30 min.she might or might nt return...but after she return she will give u another candy..but if u eat it now..she wont give u another one later"
well those reading tis i wil like to ask about ur views..tag along whether u will eat it or not
den study till around 5:48am..decided to leave..took bus home..
its monday le..den alot of students board the bus..
there tis gal..wearing teck whye sec uniform..
lol look like my former classmate leiping..lol
wif the blur loooks and all..i was like...
secondary school do they have much stress den we do?
wad did they do after school?..do they have to see results so badly tt it wil affect their lifes?
anyway..tt gal bring back old memories of my sec sch life...
life is so slack..easily i own the class...and top the school for my lvl..
poly is a different lvl now..i'm up against all sorts of different lvl ppl now..
welll stop rewinding the past..and take the present...
i have to continue my revision for now..asking them out for mechincs -_- sian
i talk too much le la.wasted 1hrs blogging >.<
1wk+ till the mid yr exams..
lets rock

- = human cant live without water like they cant live without frens = -

-= Scent =-

timed:11:10pm


juz finishing doing my online assignment for one subject
still have 2-3 more to go =)
taking a rest now might as well blog
afternoon another day of catching up to my studies..
wel its on path now..but still slow =(
aniway went home..mom wan to deliver some letters to Ministry of manpower mah
den i help her go put into the deliver hole lo..
walking to the mailbox near LRT den i notice..THERE"S NO MORE MAILBOX THERE f5
bo bian lor...walk to the further one down..walk back..walk there..den i walk pass tis block
reminds me of wad i am gd at..i cant remember ppl by look
only by smell...
i walk pass tt block and teh 1st scent i smell is
jen's home scent -.-"
den walking further down nearer to the mailbox..
i encounter..
my grandmother's home smell..finally near the mailbox
i smell dao jen de body smell -_-
delivering the letter..with alot on my head now..i walk back ..THE LONG WAY
i was thinking "maybe a walk could help"
den i walk towards dav home..yea..den i smell the scent of
joss stick..my own home smell..in the past tt is
den i smell the scent of dav's home..
cos i walk past his block mah
avoiding all i dun wan to smell..i walk past a ngee ann gal ^^ whooO~
think saw her x2 before xiang bu dao live near dav home..anyway she oso nv look at me mah
who wan to look at me =/
as i walk to teh NKF block..the smell of oil..cooking oil...fried food
cha guo tiao ..all hit me..like few seconds...den weesin's home smell as well
as i was reaching near the lift of my own home..
i smell..the scent of ..jen's wash my clothes the detergent smell >.<
i really can remember alot through smell only..not memories or ..faces..
tt unique too i guess =)
Timed: 11:22pm
so frens ..wan me remember u more..let me smell u more XD
sian..tml another sch day test is near
but so is singapore bday XD..early happi bday to sg~ 41 yrold
(to think greeting something tts nt even alive -.-")
anyway
SMELL U LATER~ xD

- = Nothing worthwhile comes without a struggle = -

-= Its me =-

timed: 1:30am
whoo..juz finish my work..so late
with the game-seal
i'm am unable to play games for tis whole wk,next whole wk and next nxt's
=) kinda happy la..gotta concentrate on my studies
today early in da the morning sibei paiseh
went to take bus to school den when i enter everyone kept staring at me
i was like o.O wad da fark?
den when i get off the second bus..den i realise..
I WAS WEARING MY SHIRT OPPOSITE SIDE f5!
i was like oh man~...no wonder everyone kept staring
den i storm my way as fast as my legs take me to the classroom
den flip the sides back...-_- so embarassing >.<
well today's there's 3hr break den go canteen eat liek 18mins done le
den i saw honey O_O...
she's blind XD she didnt see me..and there she is saying me blind..
who has the last laugh now ah~ XD
when to library..den she sms back me didnt realise i didnt off silent mode
den my fone
"MONSTER KIL!!!!!!"
everyone look my way >.<...mind ur own business dudes...
sibei paiseh.....den when to online lesson...
ppl finish all their maths online revision le..and i..still gotta struggle through 3more
next wk is deadline le.. ._. die..
still gt alot of online assignment haven finish..hope tis wk can finish all
3wks till exam..on the bus back to home...
talk to laurence..so i decided..to own ppl at my class now...
you yong wu mou <recently they been in alot of horoscrope crap..which is quite convincing though =/
3wks of game-seal
i'm ok with tt since recess i played dota ..oso no mood quitted halfway
keep thinking about all the shit i haven finish =(
anyway ..tml is another day for room of improvement in my books again
even cat is so stressed about her final yr project..dun dare ask her teach me le =/
den honey..she has her own problems..well i guess i could depend on myself now nia..
as laurence say..going to the extreme to achieve study in content..
den i shall..his plan is as the following:
-go changi airport study
-go expo study
-no place where no noise / disturbance
i guess i like tt as well
as long as i am taught
timed :1:42am
time to slp le zzzz..
but i guessi cant slp..still suffering fmr the game withdraw symtopms...XD
well mumu n dog maple acc is gone as well =/
looks like they aint mapling any sooner =(
well 3wks no game VS boring games..
i guess we're on the same gauge bah..
anyway mumu dun play too much ah...
u still have ur beautition study to carry on soon le..
so must jiayou wor..cos..i dun wan u to lose to me ^^(say dao machim i own everyone liek tt >.<)

- = U can pull the donkey to the river, but u cant force it to drink = -