-= The Art Of Self-Defense =-


timed:5:57pm
whooo wad a nice day today is..juz back fomr the taekwando lesson..wad a nice day..
but i like to start off saying wad happen at saturday =)
well i was at home as usual playing hero online ._.
den around 5+ ying called me and told me tt she's wif calvin..
ask me wan go escape anot cos saturday halloween special $10 nia..
but so late le..end up i calling up everyone of my frens
all quite busy den i told her i nv go...at around 7 jun fang work le..den he called me say can go liao..i rang ying up only to find out tt her fone is in the lockers..its nt wif her..as expected..
wanted to call them den go escape meet them mah..in the end jun figured out tt when we go there..the theme park jiu close le..so we decided to take matters into our own hands..
we change the meeting place to orchard..so i jun n dav head off to town la..ben lai say wan chiong de..cos i juz gt pay mah =)..end up 3 ppl..risky la..mai chiong..we meet at cineleisure..at there..i hungry mah..den go eat kfc...the gal ma fan la..i order student meal for myself n jun she wan see 2pass..den i have to walk all over to get jun's pass..ma fan me -_-...den after tt dav come..after makan hao..we go top see got wad movie to see..ben lai wan see death note one...den dav see before liao..no death note to see...i suggested we see the ..oh the ohio<---(yuan lai is pronouns as oh high yo ..i tot like chio~ wif the O)...some sex comdey..i tot it will be like american pie or wad..end up jun say tis show .."Crank" more action packed..den end up we say..cos the movie is 2am mah..den we say during tt time we do wad i suggest we play pool..we walked to lucky plaza and see gt pool anot ..end up we walking back to cineleisure to buy the tickets for "Crank"... after tt..there's only one way out..dotA!...we went to the 9th floor ..and book 2hours of com.. juz to play dota..now den i koe they didnt koe there's tis -wtf mode..end up 2hours we playing wtf mode nia...2.10..we late for movie!!!..lol we bought the ticket at 4th floor ...and we run down ONLY TO FIND OUT THE TICKET SAYS!!! "Floor 9 -HALL 12"..wah lan...we at 4th floor ll there..by the time we got there..teh ticket gal/guy nt tehre..duno die where further wasting our time...den dav go to the com counter to call HER..she walk to there theatre there...liews leh..nice service..when we got in the movie duno started till where le..after the movie wah all the face all tired liao..all bth..told them go out to teh kopitiam eat steamboat..den walk there the stall close le..end up nv eat there..sit there stare into space awhile..den we walked to down to plaza singapura..u can see from the pic their condition of energy is low le..lol
For today's well woke up at 11am
den meet up wif laurence all
go to school as usual...we there tok tok tok till 1..
den the lesson should start le...we end up waiiting till 1.16pm
laurence lesson cancelled cos his teacher nv come
den i went to my class..as usual the ppl who were late WERE late..
den teh rich arrogant chick come again..tis time she nv sit next to me liao...
as expected la..i oso dun wan her to sit next to me...den the lesson start lo...her smile, her laughter , her everything sickens me ..duno why oso..the hatred is so much...den teacher ask us to form groups..well my grp had 4person ..4guys actually..well its better den have to team up wif the chick..after tt was over...taekwando was next...today during taekwando lesson..we learned..upper block and lower block..its kinda all liek a marching lesson la..after all teh blocks..the teacher --->Mr Wong ..taught us SELF-DEFENSE!..well invovlving like..
someone put their hands at my shoulder..front or back..he taught us how to counter tt..and when someone caught ur hand..how do u break free..well when the teacher ask us try ourself..i looked at the guys...there were only 5guys in our class of taekwando mah...den they all 2,2 try grab each other hands and counter..i alone ._. cos i tallest one is sit behind one..den tis gal come to me "hey u wan partner"( OF COS I WAN !!!)..i tot i will tio the teacher sia..den she come to me XD...well started off cos i paiseh mah i ask her grab my hand den play counter den we keep playing and playing ..den suddenly she said.."now den i koe my arm so small" cos i grab her i can lock her whole arm and she cant break free..den her turn she grab my duno how to spell tt part la..the wrist...there..she grab den i tried to break free of course can mah..wah sibei paiseh ...she said "wah my wrist all red" cos i wan serious mah den i grab too strong le >.<..ke lian her..den end up i tell her use her full force grab my wrist..i still can break free XD...well we went back to our erm..places..and do some final drill..den the Mr Wong taught us teh shoulder one liao...when someone touch our shoulder ..how to counter...den again la ask us to practice..tis time i quite expecting it liao..for her to come and practice wif me XD(song bo)....den tis time i put my hands on her shoulder..let her counter me ..she din quite koe the stuff..so we went and consult her fren..he taught us more "lethal" ways of countering la..and i was the Lab Rat..my hand almost gt twisted off!!!!
den went back to her..let her counter me lo..lol..i didnt nid to counter back..i couldnt oso..she too erm..innocent le..later i twist her whole arm come off~..of cos la..i oso she bu de..=X
timed: 6:43pm
from today la..i feel i have something to look forward to at mondays liao XD..
though i nt expecting much la..maybe next week she have her practice mate lo..dun nid me liao..
but i like it when we ermm..practice la
anyway left last thing on the list..the 8 points of wad gal i like..
hmm:

1- Dun Smoke ( wasted la the lady boss)
2- Dun always scold vuglar ( Thx siyan u taught me tt u cant do tt)
3- Dun take me for granted (till i left den u come to appreicate..too late)
4- Willing to plan $ wif me nt i spent it all the time
5- Dun nid look liek chio bu la..ok ok nt so fat jiu can le =)
6- Hopefully will go to beach wif me, go out till v late?
7- Tell me wads going on wads keeping her trouble, wad i nid to do. basically communicate better
8- Knows how to hug, hold hands and kiss at the right moment

well here's all le ying n peng..compare wif mumu's edison or mao's perfect dancer..
mine is jian jian dan dan liao =)

- = Ni Na Me Ai Ta~ Wei Se Mo Bu Ba Ta Liu Xia~ = -

-= Back On Track =-


timed: 8:23pm
phew ...juz came back from the market..bought my mama food
cos no gas..den mama ask my dad go buy he duno the no. -.-
lol..end up i have to get my ass off the chair and head down to the rainning streets to buy food for her..lol but nvm la..cos tis few mths..gt the nine emperor praying thingy which i had followed my mom go for the past 17yrs le..tis yr i dun think i going..lol..she has to eat vegetatian tis few weeks..den i pei her eat lo..i oso buy my food all vege one XD..but at sch still gt eat meat la..
no meat i will die la XD..(cos most of me is made of it mah XD)
well ytd my net tio cut "due to outstanding payment"..rang up the guy today n resume my net
cos ytd my cousin help me pay back..gotta pay him back soon le...still owe him 2k for the laptop=(..today i saw tis friendster msg..yuan lai is my ex angela ..type something there..made mi think awhile..but i guess..recently i started to hate gals liao..i oso duno why..well all i can tell u angela is..studies is all i have now bah..ever since the previous relation..i haven recovered( i koe most of my fren will say i'm lying n stuff becos of the way i acted in front of them) but..i still haven bah..dun wana go into another relationship so soon yet =/...anyway..today went home..den meet up wif jun n laurence..during sch today the whole day..i was in tis software which could xform my n70 to a bluetooth webcam..finally after sch the guys all help me to make it work liao..
looks like i can webcam soon liao XD..so long nv blog liao..hope i breaking my own record of words soon so mani things to say sia..lol..while at the bus home juz now..i look through my calendar..and i saw..the magical no.s.."29 NOV 2006 - WED" -_____-
sian..my bday..is a wednesday..class till 5pm..yay..tis yr no nid celebrate le..at least i feel i dun have to suffer like last yr..rain and beating n..betrayal =/...maybe tis yr my bday ..will be another one of those normal days bah..cant celebrate oso ..no $..its ok la..been only wad.. last yr juz celebrate mah..tis yr dun celebrate lo...now chewing on my vegetetian rice and typing out..while msn-ing wif mumu..lol misss u la..lol LONG nv chat liao XD..long <>lol..didnt koe mumu koe how to swim till she told me ..lol..looks like my view in all gals..have to change now..well..gals -.-..recently i oso told everyone tt..maybe is tt gal bah..tt gal tt made me hate..nt only rich ppl..but now..gals..or gal bah juz her nia..wah lau..ppl in class...team tgt..she keep going to her fren ..nt particitpating in the team..nice leh..i koe u rich la..and dun like me la..cos i nt ur class of humans..but pls...i wan good grades ok?..u can dun sit next to me one..the next monday dun like me..pls fark off ..dun hai me get lousy mark..machim i wan to sit next to u like tt..pretty without a gd heart..the overall still rot ..to me tt is to other ppl i duno..but to me..i kinda develope a hatred towards rich n arrogant ppl...
timed:8:44pm..
anyway now haven bathe...after eating i go bath den dota wif teh guys again liao..lol..
tml haven to wake my ass early up up up in the dead of the night again..
to study study study...nth else matter now i guess...since my power problems are solve cos my dad won 4D...den my pay has come ..allowing me to buy my books..everything is almost on track now... =/

- = My View of Paradise Might be something tt u experience everyday = -

-= The reunion =-


Timed:7:25pm
juz back from going out and schooling today lol
today was a fun day out...morning 9++
mit laurence ..den take bus to the usual place..den we take the ngee ann bus
to school..begin the day wif lesson 1 : EEPRO..some..robotics and micromouse lesson
well the teacher was a fat guy..and he sucks...really secondary school attitude treating us like kids
according to laurence..lol..but tt teacher deliver some fear into us la..
keep scaring n saying tt wad we will fail if nv attend any of the lesson..tis kind of teacher ah..
suay la..for all tuesday have to see his face..his bigger n fatter den me..and he wears a black ring on his middle finger..really really weird..after his lesson one .. lunch lo..den we go makan ..
had malay rice for today cos the queue of other store all veri long..lol finish tt..i decided to go co-op and buy some candy to share wif teh guys..den go the lesson lo..
we all "wah sian see the stupid teacher face again.. liews...
after tt 3pm le..release le..den laurence decided to go see
the trackpants for taekwando..so we did lo..go queensway see have trackpants anot..
den we went to queensway browzed alot of pants la..addias...nike..alot..
all damm exp..den we see tis cheap one 19.90 and a few la..den i walk to tis shop.. and saw tis puma jacket..

seeing it man saht de duno how it will fit on me..i feel the material...hmm sg material lai de..meaning its nt thick ..its nt for snow city la..after seeing it liao ..decide will have to buy the trackpants at friday..cos no $ have to wait for $ to come lol..i'm only buying the trackpants nia..the jacket way too expensive le.. 80+++ nt worth..dun even koe will look nice on me anot..
after tt go eat subway lo..see gt offer..lol 1st time tried subway

quite nice la subway..the offer worth the price only lol..
one drink , one subway and one cookie.. nt bad la..lol
after tt we go walk walk away..den ben lai wan buy some stuff to eat again..
no $ mah wan to use ATM card..in the end...end up nv buy cos..bank left 19.47 only XD..
cant withdraw unless 20..i rather nt spent and save it like he tell me to =/..
have to buy books for sch still haven buy finish...
timed: 8:01pm
hmm till today the electri power still on..hope it will on till friday bah..

- = Maybe My future Will come soon bah = -

-= The New Term =-


Timed:7:48pm
back from sch since 5pm..lol now my timetable for the term still nt bad la
gt some days early like 3 go home liao =)
today 1st lesson call CATS..some creative learning shit lesson..
lol the teacher is the same as last term teach me one but i sian diao..
same teacher not a single same classmate at all..zz
nvm la..now the new class all packed wif chiobus liao XD..still nt bad la
starting alot ppl sure hate me one..behind we'll see bah =)
after tt lesson ..i went to meet my fren ..den we go to the PE field..instead of mani ppl..
there were none..i told my fren to call the other guy..end up they in leature hall lol..
so the lesson SW..sports n wellness..excerise right ?.. NO!!..
1st day of SW was choosing sports u like..nt really la ..1st they give us a list of sport avaliable..
den they gave us a list of sport tt were in the afternoon session..
they have sports like the normal ..street soccer, basketball,tennis and things like swimming and volletball..i have to admit..the guys in my class ALL GAY LA!!!!..all of them all choose volleyball as SW.. PUI THEM! PUI~~~~~~~~~
well left wif the more usual sports tt were avaliable which were things like
hip hop, yoga, cheerleading..those to me nt even consider sports sia...lol weird they include it though..ben lai wan join hip hop club de..den in the end cannot find the right sitting place..when found..its full already..den bo bian lor ..go back to where i begin..basketball..oso full..
den i started to panic sia..i started to think wad can we join ..my fren despo dao wan join volleyball wif those gay classmate of mine..wad sia...in the end there oso full..
den the only one left nt touched..Taekwondo ..YES..the Taekwondo ~
bo bian lor join it..nt bad la..sitting there is one of my classmates from CATS class oso nt one la..
lol think like 2..female somemore sia..lol nt bad~..but i'm nt gd wif gals =( nvm tt ..
timed:8:02pm
watch out world the Taekwondo master is coming!...lol..no la..heard the teacher say only learn basic Taekwondo ..means no death blow or wad de XD..
tml will be back to my normal class...normal lesson..old frens lol lesson at 10 ^^
- = Hai Shi Ting MaMa De Hua Bah,Wan Dian Chai Lian Ai Bah = -

-= Darkest Hour =-


Timed:10:46pm
Wow 1st time doing blog at my fren sl house..
today woke up at 3pm den find myself wholebody sweat ..i went out of my room
den i found out the cause of sweat..MY HOUSE ELECRTI KENA CUT LA..
ok..these yr..oso nt 1st time liao..everytime tio one..its always my dad complain no $
den government will decide tt he is lying and cut our electri...well..kinda use to it le
cant really depend on the man..gotta depend on myself bah..if i haven spent my 1st pay on
the 6280>>>N70 i could play le...but now the $ i left only enuff for me to buy books...
haih..den i told my dad wad he could do ..den he snap on me lo..scold me..show me how much he had..juz keep telling me no $...den he went out of the house le..liek didnt care about the family at all lo..thx for tt great dad...well now sl house using his electri..and playin games wif him..i koe utimately i have to go home and face the dark soundless home of mine..facing the dark seens to be something i have done in years le...from small our electri has been cut..and we faced countless days electri..there's even once where they took the water supply away as well..tt time was really desperate..at least now i can escape for a few hours by going out or wad ..without facing the problem now..i koe now i go home i still have to discuss the plans wif my mom..since my dad gave up le..there's no point talking to him le...ytd he scolded me for exposing him to my relative tt he kena 4D last time...he ...nah dun wana talk about him le...now all i can do wif my left $89..is books and elecrtri le...cant even get a haircut or wad liao =/..
timed:10:59pm
time for me to depart from sl house and go back to the darkness i begin wif le..
tml will be sat..after tis weeks my immorality will be over...going back school..studying
and still thinking about gals..been weeks le..now i no longer maple..my char still haven attain 100 like i planned to..nvm la..nv play maple le...hope can concentrate more on studies bah..
next term will decide wad class i go in for 2nd year le..jiayou bah =)
oh and..weird..before waking up tis afternoon..i dreamed.. i saw jun wif a gal tgt..
the min i turn to see them they already frenching le..den i turned away and i woke up..
i was like in ttt dream..my tot was.."wtf he n her stead?!?" LOL...
time to wake up for real now.....
- = True Frens will Appear At Your Darkest Hour = -

-= The Lady Boss =-


Timed: 11:43pm
wow...i am drunk...i am shaking infront of my monitor now..
left and right i went..oh...let me recall the day...i am speaking and luffing to myself as i type wif errors now XD
i woke up at 10pm den i get up n bath..den around 1200 i go mit wen jun under his block
we took 190 to orchard to mit up wif dav n ah zi..lol..
seems like they cant find their way to far east plaza or shopping center i oso nt sure..
in the end dav 3G me den we figured out where we are..den we assemble lor..go went to long john silvers to makan awhile...den we exchange fones to see each other functions..wow
















jun upgrade from an ngage to a Sony cybershot fone..









while dav got a n73..both are nice la..lol
i tried both..they both really cool compare to my fone..den we went to play some pool wow see the pics i took wif my nokia 6280 cool eh..










lol though nt much la..den we went to long john to makan again ..tis time at cine's long john..in the end i saving for the BIG ONE mah..den i didnt spent any $ there =/...ahh..drunken and still typing..where was i ..ahh..













den after long john we decided to go to clarke quay to see whether the pub dav describle was around end up we went upstairs...the whole stairs was full of urine smell and all..and the pub was nt opened..
so i say we should grab a drink ..we walk out of the 3 storey pub and went to the nearest 7-11
to get a drink there tis indian lady stop dav n ah zi cos they gt wrong discount drink..
in the end the indian lady LL..cos they still buy tt drink..den after we went out of the place..
i complained about hunger..and they oso warn me about drinking on an empty stomach..so we decided to grab a bite at MCD's..i ordered a Chicken Foldover Meal(see i can describle so mani things i drunk meh?XD) den i went up stairs..using my weak left hand to hold the tray..i walk to the table where dav sit..den i lost strenght..and the drink fall out of the tray and on to the floor *SHOOO* the floor was fill wif coke..den i told him change place... XD..bo bian mah..den change place lo..while eating dav discuss wif me using my next holiday to go overseas..i was thinking like KL cos i can go visit mumu n stuff..but he told me taiwan..den i tot nah..i rather go thailand to get cheap stuff =/...den end up he agreed wif me la..there's an 8week holiday coming up at next yr..we should used tt to go overseas..den he oso intro me some work which i wun wan to about about now..after eating..we went back to the pub place to see whether its stil open anot..
well..it didnt open ..den i saw tis banner outside the pub somewhere..."Martel - $128"..is like excatly wad dav mention about the drinks and all..so i suggest we take tt place instead..well..turns out to be the most eventful day of my life i guess..my 1st pub experience
we went into tis ez pub..when we went in ..the lady boss was there.. she say she nt cleaning hao yet..so she told us to get a clean place to sit 1st..den after awhile i complained about the place..and wanted to leave it but too late la...dav already ordered the martel..













ah..den she come tell us martel can mix wif , water or green tea, or coke..so i say coke la..since coke most common but.. she see us like newbie face den she told us to try all..wow..den we did =)..she took all the flavours of waters and she mix it while i went to toilet..well when i came back i saw tis..lol..









well there's the martel..den we started off drink it le..cos i 1st time go pub mah..
didnt koe can drink wif games one..den dav suggest we play some games..see who kena drink alot..lol..den poker he suggested..i went to the lady boss's table only to find she nt there...
den i walk back..and she have returned..i ask for a deck of pokers..wif ordered she pass us the deck and 4 cup of dices...she started teaching us on wad games to play at 1st only 3 of them playing..den behind there's tis guessing fist game..den she ask me play too lol..so we all played and..drink quite alot =/..after awhile a few ang moh came and she had to entertain them ..so we played by ourselfs..i was feeling kinda sad la..cos the lady boss was cute n all >.<>.<
omg finally a gal sing wif me le..lol..and it didnt stop there..the next song is huo yuan jia mah.. den i huo huo huo alone lor..after tt song is.. xiao zhu de chance chance..where we sang tgt again..really shiok sia..maybe too long nv go in touch wif a gal le bahs...we juz keep singing n singing...den dav all ask us gather $ cos we 10pm gtg mah.. the min she looked at the $...she nv sing le..den i realise she so good to us..oso wan our $ nia..though she is really nice la..(I LOVE THE LADY BOSS!!!!!)..hmm after finishing our drinks..dav n all fulfill my dream of taking a pic wif her..lol...took alot of shots la..in the end i guess tis is the only one i think nice of my face nia XD (though i took video of her singing) there.. i n her LOL..









after tt jun oso took the pic wif her...den she ask us wan the martel marble mah..i took lor..since its my 1st time drink martel..and i heard peng say take la..oso no loss mah..a memory..lol..the whole exp was gd la..i think might be going back there for a second shot..she saying her bday on 26..ask us go celebrate oso LOL..
timed: 12:19pm
wow..i guess all oso wei le $ la..no $ oso no so good service..too bad these kind of gals i like
haih..she smoked...she wore sexy dress..her married finger has a ring..lol..as i always like to say la.."the good ones are taken le"
oh ya.. onl behalf of the Pub i issue tis challenge to all who think they all pro drinkers
























- = "The Good Ones Are always Taken" = -

-= PSI =-

Timed: 6:37pm
hiee all..LOL..juz woke up..ytd..duno wad time slp
i koe i slp infront of the com again..awoken by mom..
den i turn off my pc..nowdays alot of holiday time i keep slp infront of my com le
weird..ytd was moon cake festival mah den i, sl and peng head down to toa poyah
peng bought his full n71 box the fone quite cool la...but is a flip fone..
and wif my experience wif flip fone..they sucked..they will wore out sooner or later one
keep flipping and flipping at the end of the trip..i was left wif my own options...
whether i should change my nokia 6280 for a n70 for $80..well i sms-ed alot ppl
they all feel worth it..(only mumu who wan the PINK 3250 -_-) but behind she oso agreed la..
i sms my cousin iko only to found out she duno i using 3G fone..wah sibei sad..lol
my existance realli is really small..=/ anyway after peng got his n80 traded away his n71
we go walk walk a few other stores and we went our separate ways home ..
he went to some fren's chalet of his while i n sl went home after taking like so mani hours of train
finally reach cck liao..wah came down ..ben lai wan go the pasar malam de..buy hp covers..
but now i oso cannot decide whether to buy which cover..scarli i go at monday or sunday..
den they drop the price somemore.. i LL lor...i afraid of tt nia..now the problem is $ nia..
well i cancelled the pasar malam trip ..and walked home , i n him walk walk walk wah...
the moon was full la..and yellow yet tt is no longer a beautiful sight le..
although is zhong qiu la..i dun enjoy it le...walk home see mani chiobu n guys playing candle and stuff ..i saw our past time..we used to play candles n stuff at the park when in the old times..
now all no ppl play le..peng go chalet..we juz fang frm work..the rest all mia..well last time we used to be the craziest one ..we bought WD40 some..modified under fire flamethrower..
there's tis one year david was lighting candles den his hair kena burn he didnt even koe
everyone was juz luffing their ass off..den i wore tis pants..and i was running some stranger wif shouting " EH POLICE COME LE!!! POLICE!!!" lol...i do deliver fear eh~
anyway..as we walk closer to town..there wasnt much of a crowd of ppl playing anymore..
due to the PSI i guess..while walking wif him we talked mah..wah everytime i open my mouth
smoke go in ..like whole area kena SA smoke ah! LOL...sore thoart effect ...like i take in smoke whenever i talk la...thx to those indonesia idiots to liek to have an early start of moon cake festival by burning trees..THX LEH..HAPI MOON CAKE FESTIVAL..and dun get urself burn ok?...THE FOG!~..den reach home le...play dota den go slp...
timed: 6:55pm
wah now the tv has the PSI rating liao..means we are in a jialat state...
the news say if the no. hits 200 no school for all ^^..well hope it dun hit la
though i dun like school..but still have to go mah..nvm la delay a few day oso nt bad =X
wah tis news...guniess world record of no. of bras took off in a min? i nt sure sure about the time
but the current record according to the news is..56.. a french guy own the record LOL..
hmm waking up so late i oso nth to do le..dota later lor..mumu oso nt around no one to talk to =/
dota dota dota..oh ya.. and hapi belated moon cake festival to all ^^..

- = "Nature Is Restless" = -

-= Back Off =-


Timed: 8:15pm
awww..so long time nv blog le..
today saw alot of dreadful sights around me
well today went to work as usual...den my fone hang...
like 3rd day le..finally found out is the damm fone problem..
means tml i gotta go get it fixed le ..sian
den everyday nowdays keep working on the same line
wif the MUTE!..THE MUTE!!!...
ytd i almost beat her up?...den the auntie..ask me ignore her..
pity her..well i guess the auntie oso gt some right..she is a mute...
den i fight her?..i nt man liao..adui..so i think for awhile..
den i deciced to ignore her...LET HER~
den today ..she come complain again la..but i keep my cool la...
ignore her n stuff..well ends up fine =/..for today i guess..
we juz back off each other tail..i guess we all nid to back off in certain things in life too
too much pushing only results in further pain..why dun we juz back off a step of each other
i nt saying tis fight only la..oso in relationship, family n stuff ..back off n all will peace =/
well afterwork ...i went to lot 1 again... i saw O_O.. my fone 2yr plan $168 liao..
wah lucky i buy at $98 tt time..maybe they kay kay one?..sell me spolit set? ..cos now spolit mah
aiya duno la..suay siao...tt time i bought my ngage oso?..one week the whole thing jiu hang le..
now tis even better 4days..NICE ONE LEH...
after tt bought food home and go home...
i kept thinking..why is my life so boring ah..other ppl..so lively..mine..
oh ya..before going home juz now.. i n my fren all took the lift to the highest floor of Lot1
den while we walk out..we saw a couple..a couple in sch uniform actually..
they were hugging each other's ass?...i gt so pissed man seeing them..
maybe i cant accept the fact tt i nv done all tis things before bah =/
well its pissing to see them like tt ..tt sight kinda ruined the whole day ..so i decided to go home and avoid all those shitty actions la
walking home ..we encounter other pair..KNN leh...so mani sch uniform couple..shit them ok?...
i guess..i claim down on being violent..but..i still cannot forget the sins..
i still cannot forget how embarassed i was at my bday...
there's alot i cant forget..alot of bad stuff actually..i can name all ..i choose to forget n move on though =)
but i still remember la...i browzing through friendster now..
i saw tis gal ..her words.."Takes an Hour to love a Person..Takes a lifetime to forget"
well i think i should change tt?..."takes a year to hate a person..takes a lifetime to forget the sin committed"..ppl say..i got good temper..yet..they duno the real me..
i controlled too much in life le..being controlled too much in life to...time for me to be the leader in something le?...fulfillng the poly pact tt i made to myself..getting a new 3g fone tt i hate now
earning $ and going into my own rat race of bills now..i guess i still have to continue to control bah..i have no rights to control other ppl life oso..and i still have to get on wif my life..
even if others like to torment me wif it..i still have to do it..wad to do..is life mah
tormented or enjoyment..still have to life..i suffer now and enjoy later?..i love to see
ppl to torment me now suffer in late game XD...i dun wan to say it la..but i like it..i wan to see it..
i wan to see ppl receving retribution!...for the sins commited shall their debts be paid in the future..i am evil.. i juz dun show it..(i type it =/)
becos of wad i believe in .. wad i interested in i was hated..i was exile..i was ignore..
den i rather go wif the majority bah..=/
well work stress cause all tis words to come out i guess..
my tormenment shall end at tues the day our job is done..den i shall enjoy ..
den i shall pay my shitty bills..den i shall give my parent $...
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hmm the radio says today is a bad day for saggit ppl..i guess i turn it into a bad day myself bah
for those who see tis post and dun like it pls ignore it bah..i'm juz having a bad day at work i guess..maybe at my heart oso bah

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