The Accident

time: 7:35pm
back here..
wif the tots runnin in my head...

130pm went out wif shun long submit finally submit my timesheet to sharon
seeing her pretty face there looking at me when i say..i duno..
ahh beauty...but they couldnt rest my hair now..
went to NTUC after tt..
shun long lend me some $ so we can eat long john silvers at BP
seeing our bus tickets has no $ liao..
we walk the way home..
walking pass the field we used to run in the past when we in sec sch
it has growed back it green patch liao..
since no one ran there for a long time..
walking up the road..
a bicycle overtake us..
i turn back to see if there's anymore bicycle over taking me..
den i heard a girl scream..
and BOOOOOOOOOM...
the cyclist..now lying on the floor ..not moving...
the group of PJC girls race up the grass patch to take a look at him..
we walked over there
soon the malay lady below...call me to call 995..i took my fone out wanted to call..
but the PJC girl took out as well
i saw her calling..and i kept my fone back..(felt so bad now....)
we all keep seeing the boy a motorcyclist came by asked us wad happened
the girls explained to him..seems like he's koes one thing or 2 about 1st aid..
he appoarched the collapsed boy touching him, asking him
and no ava.
we all wait till..the ambulance came..
the medics together wif the pedestrian..help out the medics..
as they dun have enuff ppl to carry the boy..
they flip the boy over..and i saw..
the other half of his face..covered in blood and scar..
till tis moment my hair still standing..i can remember every min of it..
eventually..tgt wif our memory..
i can puzzle out.tt
the boy riding on the bike was adjusting his cap on one hand and turned pass the girl ahead of us
when he fell one and twisted his neck layin motionless there..
when the medics bring him up i could see his feet still moving..
he is still alive though..thank god..i dun wan be a witness to death..
the police arrived and took testimony from the PJC girls who called for 995..
wif tt we leave the scene the boy is now tooked to the hospital..i hope he will be aright..
the scene of his blood-covered face..and the blood on the floor..are running through me now..
the motorist explained he fall and bit his lips which cause the bleeding..i hope its only tt bah..
tt area in the past..had an accident before as well..
one of my classmate was banged by a lorry but survived
i wasnt a witness i juz heard it the next day he jaywalked and gt bang by a lorry..
but to the accident..
tt time i admit i was looking at the girls more..as i dun dare to appoarch the boy..
he wasnt moving nor he was talking..
while the girls juz scream when he fell n lay there..
it wasnt a chance to take number from a JC girl..
but a chance for me to experience how fragile life is...
and how "hero" i am..for not calling the ambulance..dun blame me..i was as confused
and hope the boy will crawl up by himself so i din call..end up din..
i saw..
the girls they called 995, the indian guy who came n help called
the motorist called..shun long is right..singapore still gt ppl wif good hearts..
when the motorist touch n tried to move the boy i wanted to tell him
dun move the boy there may be broken bones ..but..seeing how he handled the boy..
he is more professional den me..i have no say..i can say nth..i din even help ..
i juz watch there..see the boy was moving anot..hoping for the best..
seeing myself now..how weak i am..only can blog here and say my weakness..
well the boy is alive when he was took into the ambulance ..
but the tot of his .......they are still running through my head...my hair still on its edge..
still thinking now he fell and lay motionless there..
its a bicycle...and it wasnt on the road..it was on the path..
peng ah i advice u..dun cycle there liao..tt place is not clean..he cycle tt way........AHHH shit..
i cant think of anything else ...my head in tots of how he lay there motionless..
how he fall and where he injured..wad is going through his head when he lay down there..
why the girls from so far distance then us ran there and tried to help the boy..
why i cant juz call 995 and tell them to help the boy..
ahh fark man..i'm was..unable to help..making myself feel so ...weak n useless now..
why i din help him..
now i koe..
i cant rise to the occasion..when the real thing came up..big hole. tua kang i am..
yes i save ppl before..WHY COULDNT I HELP HIM..why..i'm asking myself now..
i feel if i appoarch the boy..i cant help i might worsten him..
if i called 995 2 ambulance came how..i let the girl called..
if i call early..the ambulance would come early..
but the boy wasnt in critical condition..from where i see it..
the truth is i din call 995..the girl, the motorist, the indian did..i din..
i'm juz a passer-by..my attitude..
after today's accident i hope i will change..
but i dun hope to see any accident happening in my face ever again..
really let me think..how i am as a person in society..
i cant help out..i must change..
i must say.. life is fragile..so u stupid ppl out there who think of wana die..
THINK AGAIN

BasketBall

time: 10:13:12pm

juz back bath nicely smell nice LOL..
rot back to my holiday life
recevie an sms in the afternoon shun long
msg me see whether wan to play bball ..
den go maple talk to mumu n girl awhile
went out at around 6
went to blk 8 to play bball
ahh...
blk 8 :


the place..where i learn to love for the 1st time,
the place where i from a mere fattie become a thin guy (but bounce back to current state)
the place where we form our basketball team..(in the end disassemble liao la -.-")
the place where we used to owned..
the place where they cheered us on when we running for 10 rounds barefooted..
the place where we ask they all to clear court so we can get on with train..
the place where i play basketball on barefoot( in the past i couldnt afford shoes)
the place where we sweat n swear when we win and lost
haha..that place..whenever go there..
i will always think of her...
hai..but the her now...became a les..wad a lost..
oh well...there's 2more weeks of immorality left for me..have to treasure it


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