well well well
finally have the time to do alittle chitchat
today is sunday
for the coming 5 weeks i am posted to Stagmont camp
i am in the Signals Insitute (SI)
one of the LTC say we are very lucky
cos its SI(Sleeping Insitute)
well i guess i juz have to enjoy this 6weeks course . after that
wadever is heading next is another mystery.
guoquan my Quecbac company buddy who is in the same bunk with me from then
is in same bunk with me when we arrive at signals
but he will OOC on monday due to back problems
Bun Chin went to OCS
my buddy Kenny went to Sispec
more or less most of platoon 3 ppl went to command school
i do have regrets that i'm not with them
i mean ..even if its the toughest shit we'll ever face
as long as we're tgt we can always face it no matter wad
we been through thick and thin during BMT
this journey is etched my memory
even after i ORD i will always remmeber the times we had in BMT
AND THE CHALET of cos isnt it LT Toh? lol
regrets..i do have alot of regrets in my life
even after entering army i have regrets
that i dint chiong during BMT so i did not manage to go command school
regrets..LT Wiggy said..do the best u can..make sure u dun have any regrets
i have some...but i will nv forget our time in BMT
i notice..even in my dreams..i have regrets..
i had a dream ytd ..there's this girl..duno who she is...
maybe i juz know her..talk to her awhile in the dream..notice i like her..
and she wan my number..i was like..wtf...and i woke up..
NS ..a period where despo rates goes up
Self-Control, Self Discipline is even more needed
yes i hate to see YOU with that guy
yes..i hate to see ppl lovey dovey
i hate my ex love life..
all this flashbacks...
"i only i want to finish my NS for now Nth else" i said
"you are trying to do only that i can tell" peiying said
"you dun care also nevermind"laurence said
"you thinking too much" awp said
i cannot forget my past..neither can i take the future...
ns is really a way for me to escape ..
escape reality
escape family problems
escape friends cant get along problems
escape money problem
escape...
its really quite hard to share problems..
i oso dun quite know who i can share this shit with..
i wana show concern..
i wan my friends
but do they want each other? answers lies with them
i will as usual organise events so we can hang out regulary
i notice i am not fan jian asking a girl out
its is my responsibility to .
so i should plan better
give me time ok?
i..like you..
i still do...
maybe i should ask again..
do u feel something about me?
am i one of those that change your life?
haha...
i guess..i only can give answers
but not so soon
we are friends after all =)
as friends we remain..in the grey area?
when u need me
only when u need me u can depend on me
when i need you
i only can hope u will be there for me too..
guess too much to wish for haha
looking at my Goals in life i need to update them liao by the time u read till here
maybe u can see my Goals in life too
book in timing : 2130
location of camp: 2 blocks away from my house
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
Comd SAF BMTC wishes you all the best in your future posting.
Your Posting Order is listed below:
1. You are posted to SIG INSTITUTE.
2. Your vocation is SIG OPR - INFOCOMM2.
3. Your are to report to: Stagmont Camp, BLK 207, RM #02-16.
Reporting Date/Time: 22/09/2009 at 0930 hrs.
Person to report to: Chief Clerk
Co
Your Posting Order is listed below:
1. You are posted to SIG INSTITUTE.
2. Your vocation is SIG OPR - INFOCOMM2.
3. Your are to report to: Stagmont Camp, BLK 207, RM #02-16.
Reporting Date/Time: 22/09/2009 at 0930 hrs.
Person to report to: Chief Clerk
Co
Friday, September 11, 2009
http://www.ns.sg/nsPortal/appmanager/nsp/default?_nfpb=true&_pageLabel=nsPortal_EPOSTING_1
18th sept i must login here
for now POP LO!!!!!
090909 marks the end of my BMT life
and 20th i must prepare for the new unit liao
18th sept i must login here
for now POP LO!!!!!
090909 marks the end of my BMT life
and 20th i must prepare for the new unit liao