Monday, June 19, 2006
-= Incurable Disease =-

Timed: 8:07pm
3days..3days of my night stalker life....
3days i slept at 5am...
this emptyiness....
i'm going crazy....
its been a week of hoilday..
even i been asking myself...
what have i did during the hoildays...
how can i improve my life using tis final wk of holiday...
i dun think tis final wk ..
i'm gona go anywhere bah..oso nowhere to go now...
stay at home and rot...
well as i told mumu..
The Doctor has finish his chores...
he has cured the world..
she told me..myself?...
i suffered a disease...i cant cure myself....
its better to one dead..
den the whole world dead right...
my sacrifices are worth it..
i guess ma is right..
all i left with now...
is books,studies..
maybe i'll study till the day i die =/
there is nth left for me...
the whole world is cured

i guess i have to quarrenteen myself away frm the whole
so as to nt spread my disease...
to have world peace..someone has to sacrifce 1st..
den let it be urself truly bah

- = "I have done so much..yet i have done nth" = -