-= Fall From Grace =-


Timed: 8:26pm
juz finish bathing ..hoping to get a good reply from dav..
but didnt.. well
as ah zi told me....we can go and see the fireworks at marina bay today de..
but in the end i woke up at 3..i couldnt find any of them..z
now is like 30min to the launch of the firework..
dav told me he mai go cos he go ytd le..
jun MIA..i couldnt find him..
my fone has no $ ..i couldnt find anybody...
even i wan dota..peng has to tend to his girlfren...
den i sian diao liao....i planned hao hao today wan go out de..
haven been going out enjoying myself...since....3-4wks le..
the only place i travel is..school >>>home and vice versa...
the only thing i wan now..is to go out and enjoy...
its so hard sia..its so hard to complete it....
well honey's probably enjoying herself wif her family at teh firework place..
me...sitting at home facing tis square box.............................wad a nice way to enjoy
next week is study week le...i have to go full force on study the coming sunday omwards
i juz played to days of game..and i can forget alot about wad i studied...
i better wont be touching tis machine and the laptop the coming week..
or i ensure complete failure if tt happens....cause i can tell..
frm myself...if i juz even play a game..or watch a movie...
i'm gona slack..which leads to no study...today ben lai hope can enjoy ..go out walk walk
enjoy night scenes...NO~~~~
they have no time for it...they have no time for me...
they have no time for each other..
WE have no time for each other.....
wad to do..maybe after the exams...we could go out den?..
or nvm la hack care me ...i rot ..den rot lor..
so far....i ask..
go pc bunk, go out, go kbox, go see fireworks..
all fail...i aint got no more holidays le....
even my holidays...oso like a normal day..
the SIT-AT-HOME-N-ROT day...
its not about $ la...$ is the minimum..
i koe no $ cant go out la...but..transport fee jiu enuff le bah..
go out walkn stuff oso gd..haih
even dat cant be fulfill...
i'm going mad in da house le...everyday morning my mom
always kick my heels to wake me up..
kinda pissed off thinking about tt...
she cant properly wake me up mah...kick kick kick...F5
timed: 8:36pm
wad am i thinking sia...
why ppl wan to pei he me...they have their own shit to attend to
juz let them attend to their shit and disappear when they dun nid u...

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