-= Fate / Fake =-


Timed: 10:33pm
yea..issit fake or fate
well today no work den i start blogging again..
testing my fone..i found the camera sarks..well..
i gotta live wif it now..no point man yuan =/
i told mumu...i kinda lost faith in gals...=/
its like...i'm nt good wif gals...
and when i am good wif gals..they took adavantage of me
making me look like a fool.. i duno bah...
timed: 10:35pm
well tml is sunday ..today i can slp late again
to dota n stuff =/...today den blog bah =)

- = "When U nid me I am here" But when i nid u ? = -

-= Greed =-



Timed:7:41pm
Today work..wah tio the MUTE again...
today ah .. think i did something bad la...
lol...she duno wad i saying i oso duno wad she saying mah
den i told her..
"where is the phucking trolley" and i smile la..she smile back..-_-
means she dun understand...lol...
anyway..now i feel bad la...nowdays..workplace gt radio..keep gt the horoscope thingy radio show wad sia..den i listen..but mumu prove me wrong la..today she should be really sad one..
but no leh LOL!!!(nt i wan curse u mumu)=X
after tat..we take MRT mah on the way home...den ytd i saw tis offer mah..
Nokia 6280- $98..2yr plan..den juz now at mrt i decided to take it lor
since nt only benifit me nia..my mom oso can call ..ppl find me oso easy..
lol last time they always kan me one..wan find me cannot find..now i gt line le LOL
should be better?...well here's the fone no. 9477XXXX
hmm..well now i satisfied my sin: Greed..but i feel like..
gt bad thing will happen soon leh..duno la...i'll try to stay positive =)
well week one of work is almost gone..going to left 2weeks of holiday to work =/
nt bad la..at least i working le earn some $..the fone really quite sarks..cos it soft..
and my plan is M1 student plan
can call 3 ppl for free like forever ah..LOL..i like no fren de =(...call for free oso no use..
but nice fone la..wad else so cheap sia..buy lo =/
sian tml another day of work le ..
timed:7:53pm
it weird sia..so much gd stuff happen..
and i dun feel a thing....maybe i too tired from work le bah..

- = Greed Will Imprisoned Us All= -

-= Dumb But Able =-


Timed: 7:19pm
juz got back home from day 2 of the work
lol today i tio easy job again..
heard my fren say he tio a dumb supervisor
dumb as in..cannot speak ah..duno i spell correct anot..
tt supervisor..the fact tt he is disable..
he is oso evil acordding to my fren..
he will complain the ppl around him non-stop
sabo their work..but anyhow placing them when u nt paying attention..
and targets everyone under him..wah sound a a bad man..i wonder ah..
if peng there..the dumb supervisor gona be blind-ed oso XD!!!!
well my work was easy..the whole day i was working on tis

yea...the label for the fone..TT label..i only use 3fingers throughout the work..
its plastic n mound company mah..plastic,plastic n more plastic
well i hope tml i can get something gd oso easy ...after work today..
i went to lot 1 mah..ben lai one get one AND1 hat tt i saw at westmall mah..
den lot 1 nv sell tt one..den i stick to my broke jeans..
i went to tis..L.P zone XD!!! to get a pair of demi's
ben lai is go gidano get jeans de =/ den dun have my size LOL..
$29 for a size 36 jeans -_-...ok la..
but after spenting tt..i cannot get MRt consession le sian...
den ytd my dad told me ..he shut down his business le..
i hope the power supply ppl wun come so fast to cut my supply la..
let me get my pay den i go pay la...(worthless dad ._.)
next friday den can get pay..sian..now i still haven call the agent settle my bank acc no.
later gona call le sian..waste my fone $ oso..wan to finish liao..
now my $ all calculated to make ends meet nia..
looks like my genting/thailand trip is gone =(..
nvm la...i calculated a total of $600 by 13oct..
some go to my mom, dad
den...$250 to..half the power supply..
i will be left wif like $150..
den i see my fren wei le work..can get the creative DVI cam la..
i oso green eye la ..wan get..but i koe is impossible la..
so mani things i plan hao wan to get le..now bo bian lor
most of it goes to government again..the $150 left i still nid to buy books at the coming sch reopen..guess i cant buy anything le bah..nvm bah...
wow ever since tt saw tt dream job..i'm like so into it le..
AMD telephone troubleshooter..1hr $10.50
requirement is my dipolma nia..well
i hope la..by the time i get my DIP
i could work at those places..cos i..i like kinda hate the place i working now
its like mocking my intelligence..wasting on such noob work ._.
i deserve better!..i deserve AIR CON!..i deserve Chio Bu Environment XD!!!!
i deserve a better place!! den tt..disabled hired, hot,no air con,chaotic, vuglar spamming workplace which is oso damm far and i nid to wake up like in the dead of the night to get to..
juz for the damm $600...i deserve better..and after i get my dip i will get the better !! muhahahah(bao signature laughter) -_-
timed:7:36pm
well tt dream job i will be looking for when i have the requirements ^^
for now..i guess i will have to stick to tt damm job..and i notice tt..these 2days..
my fren all tio those hard job while..i gt an easy one..but my fren department gt chio bu! F5!
aiya there...all 20+ arbo married one le LOL....daydream ok la..sian them..like
hopeless la..wah
today special
x2timed: 8:20pm..
i panic and lost my bankbook juz now...now juz find back..now den i notice..
something so small-.- oso mean so much to me..like if really lost is doom la =/
lol found it in my old school bag lol..anyway..always hoping for a better day ...
now i shall call the cursed agent..

- = Till u Lost the thing u wan..u wun koe how much it meant to u = -

-= J.O.B =-



Timed:8:12pm
YES~ its been hard but i finally have it!! =)
a job..
lol quite lame la ..XD
ytd i at around 1.30am i sent my resume ..and in my most desperate hours
i hope for the best la~...den
today i was woken up by the call of the agent..i xia dao sia..
she say : "if u sleeping now i can call back later"
wad sia...lol i nid tt job mah ..den bo bian lor..=/
well its located at Kallang there place where my grandma used to stay ..
now she stay bishan(cos she passed away le T_T)
den is $6per hour la..but the travel fee..damm exp la
frm cck to there.. kan exp..i am thinking now ..how long i can last the job ._.
cos the holiday mood still there mah somemore so far...
wells..if i gt ying's job ah..i think i will be more ethu la<cos near oso mah..lol thxs mumu n angela for grats-ing me ah thx
but i dun quite liek the job la..
now i thinking of LOL...
something stupid la..
like wan to get myself fired at week 2..
den wif the $ i can go overseas(find mumu n stuff(anyone wan to come lols?))
cos so far mah 1hr30min trip...everyday like tt i duno nid to top up how mani time...
and i nid the $ for the books oso =/
kinda sarks la being poor...my dad stall closes at sat le..
den must work la...think of giving my mama some $ cos she keep giving me $ mah
my dad..nt i wan to say la..but he can go hong kan la =/
timed: 8:22pm
anyway i gona miss all the midnight times..all the till-4am-still-haven-sleep days
and all the words we exchange mumu~=X
lol..and honey veri zhun la..she i after work..she called me n told me..
the sim lim square nv sell the Creative DVI cam she wans..
i guess she wun be looking at my blog bah enjoying herself there =/
she deserve to enjoy mah..she already took so much off her chest le
we oso nt RL =/..
well..tml i gona start work at 8am..means i have to get up around ...
5am+..sian..lol there's always ppl to wake me up one la lols
dun worry all those late night ppl..like bao n mumu n mao n ling(Shan<3ling)XD
i friday night still can late night wif u all dun sad ah~ i am still around
and MUMU!!!!...remember..be strong ^^

- = Times Changed, People Changed But Frens n Family are forever = -

-= Eternal Darkness =-


Timed: 10:46pm
today can say..
i slp the most liao..
from 7am i slp dao 7pm -_-
this life ah..i beginning to explode sia...this life..
i cannot take it le..i free so ..eat soft rice sia..
no job no matter how i look..i always so suay or stupid according to ying lol
something's gotta change............
i'll have to continue looking.....

well honey went to bintan le today hope she can get me something good when she comes back =)
well she's on holiday..
maple's turn a bore..its funny la
i went back to IRC to see see O_O lol
thinking back the times
i always meet the gals out..
and always tio those nt so gd types one sad
and we nv score chicks from ITE..well..gt la ..
one or 2 bahs...
but nv was it like...
long
its nv long la..for me myself it nv became real..unless those of my frens la
even my 1st love nid fren jie shao one lol..anyway nth to do might as well socialise
timed: 11:00pm
I'm still wide awake sia...am i turning into the night stalker le?

- = Love is shown nt said, Love is feel nt fake = -

-= NO LIFE! =-


Timed: 8:19pm
7DAYS!...i nv blog 7days le..
where have i been?...hmm..
well ytd...i was mapling n char gt a magicodar..today she gt lvl 100
and she start mapling later den me..failure sia i..haih..
den ytd mumu com n modem kena struck by lighting..
guess there's no one for me to chat wif me at midnights....
den ytd my dad came back and told me he's shutting down his business...
which means there's no one working after he did tt...which oso means i have to find a job ASAP
and cant maple..while trying to gather up ppl to work wif me i find it hard la..
they either nt at home, dating , bro using com or already working haih...
well there's no one to talk to about my problems...i guess i have to say it here =/

i slept at 5am wif the news of char getting a magicodar grats her
AND i woke up at 7pm and she lvl 100 grats her again ._.
wif 5 weeks on the line i have to find work in the next week le..if not the holiday is wasted..
work wif me dudes !! work wif me..
DUDE < becos of tt word someone ks me..tt guy no brains..anyone playing maple
can dun be around tis gay ty..DaDiBomb<adui..mumu gone i oso no one to chat wif le might as well dun open up msn..
well hope tt faggot dog's nt threatening her or scaring her again on her road to recovery
honey nv woke me up today to maple le..guess she ytd veri sad bah ..
den today she went out i guess =/
thx to ying i had a few jobs i can go interview for next week =) thx gal!(hope can intro me a few more)
welll i n peng made a pact la...if we earn big time for 4weeks..5th week we go overseas..
well been a long since i even GO OUT...7days?
i koe la he go thailand see ba po or ren yao lol
didnt achieve to full shun long's externall HDD
i manage to fill up 80GB of the HDD only lol..
EH HERE YA LISTEN UP!!!!
I NO NID GO SUMMER SCHOOL LIAO!!!!
I PASS ALL MY SUBJECTS!!
and i am glad about it..but those tt study wif me one ah..
got a few kena go back summer sch..means they cannot work le..sad..
honey told me i shouldnt be evil lol
cos i at sotong in maple..the noobs come i sabo them dead..XD
well next week i juz wan to reach lvl 88 and start work le.. i dun wan to waste the holidays to maple
timed: 8:34pm
my dad keep telling me dun be a failure like him..
but he's nt a failure ..he's an ass gambler tts all~
10k can settle alot of things..he go gamble away den nw he say he wan close business
fark him la..

- = Without An Ending There Will Not Be A New Begining = -

-= Recovery =-


Timed: 4:12am
been days since i blogged le...4am ++ nth to do den come here blog XD
and no....char i didnt get my jay cd..becos
like 2days ago..my fren..tis weesin he gt his car license le...
den peng all call me go out celebrate for him ..he can drive car now!
den i meet wif peng,sl n him..lol..pro sia..at 1st i didnt koe why go eat sakae oso
den i saw..WAH gt license liao SIAO SIAO~..
lol..seeing him get his license..i oso wan to get mine soon..hopefully..next term no more
so much test den i can take driving theory..
the interview -_- been 3days and they nv call me..sad la..would be looking for another job soon
wad to do ~.~..been chatting wif mumu heard her been crying for 3days le..
at home do nth den cry..i oso duno how to help her lo..talk wif her nia..=(
even honey is help me wif her..^^ xie xie honey
hmm..lets see i wasted 2wks of my holiday at home ROT!
nth to do!..no work...haih...asking for it

recently i keep seeing tt pan wei bo MTV ah..reminds me of how mumu look XD
abit lame la..lol..imagine someone i haven meet before =X
been rushing maplestory lvls..i dun see the use la..nt earning $..den rot at home..
my parents keep scold..they think i wan meh i oso wan earn $ mah -.-
hmm..i miss alot of things while i was mapling sia...cat bday...mumu like tt..mao acc tio hack..
haih..NO LIFE
duno wad else to say le...4:26am AND I'M WIDE AWAKE..WIF NTH TO DO..
hope honey nv see tis arbo she will scold me later again >.<
think after tis week i go for str8 job hunting le cannot waste my remain 5wks..
and mumu..broke up wif dog..is a good thing la..maybe..could be..SHOULD BE LA..
she kept brooding over it..hope the road to her "RECOVERY" is fast =)
the title is dedicated to her de XD
timed: 4:28am
i woke up at 5pm..frm ytd ytd slp..
and now i'm gonna bath..XD
well..tml hope i can wake up at 10am and nt waste my x2exp

- = GET WELL SOON = -

-= LOSS =-

Timed: 11:14pm
Yesterday through Msn i saw tis forwarding msn
Steve Irwin the crocodie hunter is dead..
he die when filming a stingray..the stingray sting his heart dead
maybe he RIP in heaven and his son becoming the next croco hunter
today i sleep at ard 735am...these few days keep sleeping later and later
duno why ..insomnia bah according to mumu..everyday oso keep sleeping later
den i woke up at around 8pm -.-
sleep liek nearly 10hrs..heard frm peng he like..monday reach thailand he
go the thailand the cybecafe there msn me..lol i xia dao
thailand gt cybecafe one XD
like look down on them like tt..
he came and ask me.."eh my wife" XD 1st word is tt le..
eh no..1st word is "gay u around?"
den saw him mah..since i hear jo oso say thailand items cheap..
den i ask him get me a jacket lor..
since like i have an obession wif jackets and stuff
juz now i maple ..lol go find char ..hear she go ead matchmaking session in there
lol all the chicks there mostly frm malaysia ..she sad ah lol
den i afk mah..heard mumu looking for cool fone
DEN SHE NV CONSULT THE TECHNO GUY!
F5..den ma told me tt..i intro her lo..
den she kinda like tt fone oso..tt..sony 1st cybershot fone
the cost damm exp ah like 600+..nearly 1.2k in msia..
lol i wonder how she wan to buy it ...she oso wan to do hair n stuff mah..
today my mom kp me ask me go work..den i told her i had to wait for the results..
den i could work..arbo nt an xin ah so as to say
chatting wif furong and mumu now..i still remmeber the
$10 KTV thingy he haven organise hao lol..den liek tis sat
got the COM award ceremony le..dun think i going bah ..no suit..no tie
wad to do..i ah beng mah nid all tis for wad sia
den i afk back maple juz now..fiona call me thrusday go fill in form..
means like thrusday i going to changi airport to fill in forms !
lol..since i will be working(or i hope)..i planned to buy a fone too..
but 1st have to a pants la..only pair of jeans torn liao T_T
i planned to buy tt n90..cool slick~
even gt wireless..nt bad~
now den i koe hor..gt fone means like gt status..
like nt fone la
like PDA fone..den gt status and the nice dressing la..
lol heard frm ma ..pa will be back at wednesday which means is tml
and if i were at changi tt day i will touch his below 1st
COS HE SEX CHANGE LE XD!!!
timed: 11:31pm
today honey nv come guess i nt maple-ing oso le lol..
ytd train today nv train liao
sian...i await thrusday meeting wif char n fiona..abit weird leh
2 gal den i the only guy go there -.-" feel i will kena rape XD
lol chatting wif cat found out i miss her bday ><
she kanning me dao siao..i go attend to her 1st >.<
wish me gd luck on thrusday ppl !

- = Dun ask how much u receive But how much u give = -