-= Back Off =-


Timed: 8:15pm
awww..so long time nv blog le..
today saw alot of dreadful sights around me
well today went to work as usual...den my fone hang...
like 3rd day le..finally found out is the damm fone problem..
means tml i gotta go get it fixed le ..sian
den everyday nowdays keep working on the same line
wif the MUTE!..THE MUTE!!!...
ytd i almost beat her up?...den the auntie..ask me ignore her..
pity her..well i guess the auntie oso gt some right..she is a mute...
den i fight her?..i nt man liao..adui..so i think for awhile..
den i deciced to ignore her...LET HER~
den today ..she come complain again la..but i keep my cool la...
ignore her n stuff..well ends up fine =/..for today i guess..
we juz back off each other tail..i guess we all nid to back off in certain things in life too
too much pushing only results in further pain..why dun we juz back off a step of each other
i nt saying tis fight only la..oso in relationship, family n stuff ..back off n all will peace =/
well afterwork ...i went to lot 1 again... i saw O_O.. my fone 2yr plan $168 liao..
wah lucky i buy at $98 tt time..maybe they kay kay one?..sell me spolit set? ..cos now spolit mah
aiya duno la..suay siao...tt time i bought my ngage oso?..one week the whole thing jiu hang le..
now tis even better 4days..NICE ONE LEH...
after tt bought food home and go home...
i kept thinking..why is my life so boring ah..other ppl..so lively..mine..
oh ya..before going home juz now.. i n my fren all took the lift to the highest floor of Lot1
den while we walk out..we saw a couple..a couple in sch uniform actually..
they were hugging each other's ass?...i gt so pissed man seeing them..
maybe i cant accept the fact tt i nv done all tis things before bah =/
well its pissing to see them like tt ..tt sight kinda ruined the whole day ..so i decided to go home and avoid all those shitty actions la
walking home ..we encounter other pair..KNN leh...so mani sch uniform couple..shit them ok?...
i guess..i claim down on being violent..but..i still cannot forget the sins..
i still cannot forget how embarassed i was at my bday...
there's alot i cant forget..alot of bad stuff actually..i can name all ..i choose to forget n move on though =)
but i still remember la...i browzing through friendster now..
i saw tis gal ..her words.."Takes an Hour to love a Person..Takes a lifetime to forget"
well i think i should change tt?..."takes a year to hate a person..takes a lifetime to forget the sin committed"..ppl say..i got good temper..yet..they duno the real me..
i controlled too much in life le..being controlled too much in life to...time for me to be the leader in something le?...fulfillng the poly pact tt i made to myself..getting a new 3g fone tt i hate now
earning $ and going into my own rat race of bills now..i guess i still have to continue to control bah..i have no rights to control other ppl life oso..and i still have to get on wif my life..
even if others like to torment me wif it..i still have to do it..wad to do..is life mah
tormented or enjoyment..still have to life..i suffer now and enjoy later?..i love to see
ppl to torment me now suffer in late game XD...i dun wan to say it la..but i like it..i wan to see it..
i wan to see ppl receving retribution!...for the sins commited shall their debts be paid in the future..i am evil.. i juz dun show it..(i type it =/)
becos of wad i believe in .. wad i interested in i was hated..i was exile..i was ignore..
den i rather go wif the majority bah..=/
well work stress cause all tis words to come out i guess..
my tormenment shall end at tues the day our job is done..den i shall enjoy ..
den i shall pay my shitty bills..den i shall give my parent $...
timed:8:39pm
hmm the radio says today is a bad day for saggit ppl..i guess i turn it into a bad day myself bah
for those who see tis post and dun like it pls ignore it bah..i'm juz having a bad day at work i guess..maybe at my heart oso bah

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