Get Better

timed:3:02pm

my days get worst as the times goes
even though u all may not be viewing tis blog animore
becos of the boredom tis guy created in tis little website

everyone around me
is taking revenge on me now...
everywhere i see now..
everyone who talked to me now
every soul..who throughout mock n insulted at me..
feeling so despair..
i din wan to pick up her call last nite at 3am
i told myself..
if she call up n kan me
i will hangup
and nv contact her
but she din
abit off wad i expected

days are really bad towards exams:
- fish dead
-Internet further reduced
-mocking peeps
- anti sociality
...




i have forgotten how to smile liao...
cant bring myself to be hapi
maybe tis feeling will last for awhile only
i dun koe..
no use getting myself sad oso..
maybe i'm more of ..
angry
now at some class doing self study myself..
din wan to ask the teacher for any help...

i din koe why oso i juz feel so alone nw

for mumu :
mumu do go stay with ur mom
and take care of her
i wish her speedy recovery

for ying:
long time no catch up
duno wad is and wad was now

for mao:
31may
hapi bday to you =)

for peng:
ur going into ns soon
dun keep working enjoy urself while u can now

for yin:
if u really found ur love
and decided not to go clubbing animore
pls tell me

for yan:
if u think he's the one...
den go for it
i will when u face me
u will always zzz one
so find someone who can make u hapi and stay hapi

for myself to myself:
embrace yourself
the storm is upon us