2 Days Later


time: 11:39am

i've been awake for the past 2days now
i'm going nuts

after dose and dose of coffee
i cant get to slp liao

wad is worst..
now when i try to slp

everyone around me is doing some shit tt
makes me cannot slp
minor noises..ppl snoring
wah lau eh

not angry oso angry la...
i'm so pissed now
maybe cos is 2 days nv slp

DEL : Digital Electronics Paper @ 4:00pm - 530pm
i'm afraid and know tt i wun get any rest from now...
i'm afraid my body will give up on me now..
experiencing minor cramping and lack of movement now...
my body is feeling so light..
tt it can reject my soul now..
i feel i can hit anyone and do anything
much like hostel part2
which i juz viewed in the morning

for the past few days

monday:
TP : Telecommunications Principle 4:00pm - 5:30pm ,
- said to be the killer of all subjects in my dept
- peng will assume it HIS TP
- The Lesson at class that i will always nv listen and slp throughout or play com
- the teacher using old book to teach and even older methods of teaching
- the teacher tt on concentrate on wad u do etc.(play com , talk cock) instead of the lesson more
- the subject that so far i koe 3 seniors have to retake and its their 3rd attempt

1st day to pia studies:
keep on doing past yr paper till the next day
and book room and do rest n do somemore


tuesday:
EM3A : Engineering Maths 3A 8:30am - 10:00am
- My weakest subject since Secondary School
- If peng/dav were to study tis they could own me easily
- alot of shitty formulas and alot more not shown
- The foundation in Engineering
- Probably the last Maths i'll ever study

2nd day :
5:30pm release ..6reach home
1105pm rush for the last bus to get the mac
830am exam on the next day
unable to rest till i at least can do the 1st page
dint manage to rest

wednesday :
ACDA : Analogue Circuits Design & Applications 4:00pm - 5:30pm
- foundation From AEL : Analogue Electronics
- Another Circuit drawing , Resistor calculating subject
- Probably no one failed tis subject so far

3rd day :
1130am fang
12pm went home
finally manage to rest
slept at 3
woke up at 9
and get my ass off to mac again @ 10pm tis time



thrusday (today) :
DEL : Digital Electronics 4:00pm - 5:30pm(and i still haven get some slp yet )
- I learned it in ITE so i'll have the upper hand in the front
- Easily learned by they all easily they could own me
- Mastering the 1st few chapters is sub sub water
- Interesting Lecture that i wun fall asleep on

4th day:
After 4 doses of coffee
2 dose of tea
i was unable to get sleep
and wad is worst
i'm already having voices in my head already
i am unable to do judgement on things now
becoming part time zombie now


Friday :
FOOP : Fundamentals of Object Oriented Programming 11:00am - 1230pm
- Commonly known as C#
- Foundation came from C+
- 2 page long exam paper with MCQ
- only worth 10% of the marks in the subject
- must be retaken if failed even though its worth 10% weightage

comments to myself:
CAN I EVEN LIVE TO TAKE TIS EXAM CONSIDERING THE TEMPER AND ENERGY I HAVE NOW!!!!!!


now i have recorded snoring of alvin in my fone
and they filming something really bo liao oso..
probably they will post it up on youtube like they said

time now is 12:17pm

around less than 4hours till exams
i haven started doing any revision on DEL as i tot i have the upper hand
now den i notice i have alot of enquires too
after all tis exams are over...
i resume my net liao
gona play the Granado Espada liao
hope holiday got work to do
den can pay back all my debts..
own so mani ppl $ now...

my house electri got cut again..
as usual...
and dad go and open it again as usual
we're all trapped in the rat race of bills now

i juz settled the internet bill
cos mom gave me $ to pay it
my hp is gona get cut again oso soon
they say they gona gimme untill 08june
den they cut
which is tml...
haiz i own so mani bills...
the holiday for me to work is really vital
if no work on those days..
really can go die liao
i oso wan to go out with u all
i oso wan to drink
i oso wan to chiong
i oso wan to pay for the food myself
but i cant..
den i rather not eat that much
i rather not chiong tat much
i rather not drink n go drink tapwater
no $ so stay @ home
sorry guys
but oso good no burden for u all to worry about $
and totally focus on the fun factor






i ask u to get me something when u travel
and u did and i am surprise
and i din expect that u get him too..
i guess i'm juz a doll
being used by u..
the advices that the ppl i koe gave me
all pointin to the fact tt
i must escape u using me
so i must use u 1st for now
i shall limit my help to u
and focus on U helping me
since now i know what u wan
but u had no idea wad i wan
or wad i am up to
time shall reveal all
i have no desires for ur heart now
ever since
tat day i koe i was being used purely
i know i have to koe more ppl
instead of focusing on u liao
for now ...
i only convert my anger
my vengence
my foolish
my naive natural
to study powers

i must thank u
for helping me save on books
thanks for giving them to me
and lending me those precious note of urs to me
and..AHHH wan to say wad here oso not safe
duno whose watching oso..
well

mumu:
I'll get back to u @ the holidays( hopefully)
Ur doing fine without me for the time being
u did stay positive =)

yan:
Thanks for ignoring those msg that i sent to u
and ignoring my presence

edison:
i'll get back to post on the forum ASAP

peng:
limbei ai holiday liao..
now can gay with u liao
1st thing i wan now..
KTV session u koe the place
u koe the soups
u koe the drinks
and most of all u koe the songs( or u better )

awp:
Be sure to get me some shit when u return from taiwan man

laptop:
for the past few days u have been my companion to keep me awake

myself :
DOTA 6.44b liao 6 new heroes but all like crap
cant wait for Resident Evil: Resurrection to come
now tt hostel part 2 sucks and hills have eyes 2 oso nowhere better
i wan psp . i oso wan buy mp3
but both i have no $. if got work i can combine $
with kennard to buy tt $70 5GB mp3 player ( sg.creative.com/sales)
hope DEL is easily but revision is a must
must not be too confident everytime i be
i will lose badly
though i desire girls
i still cant get it
i cant get over my low selfesteem i cant get girls
after friday i will be able to rest til god koes when
i seriously believe the study group we formed
or we the peeps in yr1 now yr2 though separated by difff class now
we still come out to study tgt
i hope tis can last till we grad
we help each other to progress
we progress as a group
not solo
not like some ppl i koe whom i lazy to name


wish me luck for DEL today and FOOP tml
*cheers*