timed: 12:51am
Just got back from drinking with takumi and the rest
but today is fynn bday so
though its over her bday liao but here it goes:
HAPI BDAY TO FYNN!
HAPI BDAY TO FYNN!
HAPI BDAY TO FYNN!
HAPI BDAY TO FYNN~
whooooooo~
fynn - 21 yrs old, Manager of the pet shop in Jurong East
- holds Nitec Cert in Office
- Can TATATATATA more then me
- Probably the 1st few ambassadors who din give out tickets
- A cutie pie by herself no need custard or any other food
HAPI BDAY TO LEON
HAPI BDAY TO LEON
HAPI BDAY TO LEON~
HAPI BDAY TO YOU~~~~
- Leon Wong, ORD-ed Ns men, duno how mani years old
- Has a Leon tatoo on his hand
- Same Bday with fynn
- Can handle alot of alcholo
- Same surname as me
- HR executive of sedcutive
its good to see people having the same bdays and celebrating tgt isnt it?
after talking to takumi on the cab..
i realise..
alot of us missed the past
some include
- I miss Vanvan ( can tell from tat day she was unhapi, but duno reason nia.. hope the coming KTV session can cheer her up)
- I miss the chalet(vinvin's farking drunk and door slamming moments)
- I miss the HAUS HAUS moments(where all the sniping begins)
- I miss that time we all sitting down at bridge and drink becos we are hapi
times changed ppl change
i'm adapting to changes i dun even know according to tak..
but i..always only think of the past..
how we enjoy ourselfs in the past..no worries..
juz now get off from the cab.. i sit on the rest..
and realise..my suffering juz begin
which include
from the past till now:
- force by parents to go tution(effective future)
- seeing parents quarrel and leaving the house(affective)
- becos of a tenant parents quarrel and cut the house fone(affective)
- killing all my fishes and realising they were just playing in the end (effective)
- using chopper to threaten my mom in the end uncle use chopper chase me back(effective)
- getting good grades during primary school and getting scholarship(effective)
- Realising my mom suddenly hate my frens (affective)
- Using broom to get my fren out of the house(affective)
- Making me hate her for awhile(affective)
- Mom left the house, Dad go overseas , alone in the house starve for 3days(effective)
- Broke dao have to tell shop ppl tat i have no $ to pay them(affective)
- Adapting to my new life as a Sufferling(effective)
- Mom came back to the house after i suffered for 2yrs with my dad who farked up my life by starving me in the house and making me do laudry(really effective)
- Deciding who is the real enemy in the house(effective)
- Work so hard in factory in the end $ dad lent and nv return(effective)
- Having a broken family that nv connects anymore(affective)
- mom hates dad hates mom(painful)
- nv believe there is love in the family(affective
i guess there's too mani to name liao..
but for me.. i guess the suffering just started
as more crisis will pop up..most of them ..as usual..money / women
my Relationship wasnt a success story either
sufferings include:
- Crying infront of the monitor becos was threaten to break
- Having fear till dun dare to online and face the music
- having no hope in love feeling that everything bad will REcycle again
- Hating to see couples in the street till islolate myself by staying @ home
- given false hope
- being looked down at by whole other family becos of my background even though i tried so hard to proof them wrong
- trying to drunk myself in alcholo but resulting in only puking moments
- Trapped in the past of heartaches
- Lost confidence in relations
- Becoming money minded
i guess tats about it bah..
masks everyone is wearing them everyday now den i understand
secerts...they are just part of wad the masks has installed with
even though u how much hate the person ..
if u need his/her talent u have to treat him like a human..
suddenly remember all the sufferings
here's another 1 :
in school:
- being bullied by smaller kids and snapping back den they call their parents while i have no phone cannot call
- Invited the wrong set of frens to come my house to steal my toys and $
- antisocial in school no one wan to mix around with me
till primary 6 then my life starts to show some light
but in secondary school:
- Being bullied cos i'm fat n really ugly.
- Even ugliest girl in my class has the right to insult me
- being call fool even though i was top of the class
- fight next to next with a classmate
- Crying cause i lost
again till sec 3 den it started to show some light:
- Being framed that i like a certain girl , den behind insulted n hated by tat girl for 2yrs
- People recongnise me as THE BRAINS and started to take and copy answers from me
- Receive awards for my studying efforts
- starting to slim down
- changing from 16X-17X-183
- Getting alot of stamina cos every 3days PE
- Getting reconginition from the Art teacher tat every hates
- Playing playstation the whole study week and getting top in N lvl in school
- beating everyone who din and did study hard in class
- getting $ for this efforts
after this comes my ITE life:
- Getting to know the meaning of Brotherhood
- Getting a few khakis tat will follow me everyday in school
- Getting fitter as playing basketball becomes a everyday thing
after this is my Poly life:
- Getting backstab and knowing underground relationship
- Knowing a fren broke up out of fear of me
- Knowing the group study thingy is still on as there are ITE allies in the class
- Knowing Love wasnt the only thing i can live for
den comes 2nd yr(which is now):
- Genius dun click with ppl like me
- Everyman for himself , U die your business
- U nv come, why should i care, i'm your schoolmate nia
- business was as ez as "Hi, I'm from Ngee Ann Poly , do u do consignment?"
- Money was my 2nd factor for a new lease of life
after a sort of summary of my current life.. which is liek so dammm long
i feel.. the suffering wil still go on..
untill i earn some big bucks tat is..
now all i need to do now is ...study real hard
as maths CCT is coming
i know tat
- I will miss MuMu
- I will miss Fynn
- I will miss Peifen
- I will miss Peng
- I will miss Tak
- I will miss the gay acts tat mark created
- I will miss my old class
- I will miss being a Heart doctor myself instead of being a patient right now
Point Of View
Thursday, July 26, 2007