1st of all Happy bday to shun long my dear old fren
how long has it been.....
primary 6 till now around 8yrs? of friend ship, hardship n dipshit
thanks for bringing n helping me through man

as we prosper
it shall..


ok...
been a long time since i blogged
well..
i am alone again..
well..maybe my alone means no girls to talk to bah
i cant think of wad to type liao
juz forgotten..guess i'm old bah
well lets hope they prosper as well
seems to me they are prospering well
either in pain or in joy i duno
and neither do i have the ownership to care anymore
with HYPE down in the drain my clubbing life is over
with $ down in the drain i guess my bday will be shit
with books in the drain i guess i can barely study
but i guess today's meeting with my old frens
shine some light on me bah
sorry jun i forgotten your bday was on monday if not i will take time out to celebrate for u
but i guess with your current maple life u dun nid me to celebrate for u bah
recently its always been about maple hasnt it? siyan alot of words , juz no one to speak to huh?
i guess the work load n love life/loveless/selflove life made everyone go nuts and starts to isolate themselves bah

then i guess its time to replan my steps
and make my return to my ice palace
since it is such a lonely/cold/cruel/selfish world out here now
still and always my problem n sole problem is ***** this i guess if i can find the answer to it
i can..well be happy..i guess tat is my missing formula for hapi bah
i did find it ..in today's meeting
i always liek this word
" we are poor but we are happy"
but i guess...WE are no more..neither is happy
alot of things can be ruined by the miscalculated formula of hapi i guess
stuff like my relationship
stuff like my outings
stuff like my family
stuff like my frens
the list can go on


are we silenting ourselves to ourselves
or are we juz wan to suffer in silence so the other party can rest in peace?
perhaps the answer lies in yourselves


with the recent outings
all conclude to 1 ending
its always about ***** 1st talk is *****
and the list goes down to how much i owe how mani ppl
tats liek always farked up my day?
i guess u can gauge a fren by how long he koes u bah
at least today outing ***** was not the subject
the subject was ..well everything except *****
with that in mind i guess unless i pay all the shit i owe ya
u can stop ur whining?
den i shall pay all the shit before i get into somemore shit
the meaning is lost...
the outing are nothin but chances for ppl to owe u *****
with tat in mind we will have to minimize our ***** spending
looks like i have to settle the shit 1st
or i will nv be a man infront of u
i'll only be a debtor to u..always being chase ***** by u
den i shall pay u
before i pay the rest
and when i pay the rest
i can truly enjoy my *****less day in hapi..instead of in fear/sadness/anger

death is a coward's way out
oh and weepeng if u reading this pls dun tell the others to read it
treat it like u see nothing here/keep it between us
mumu may your beauty station thingy prosper
weiling dun suffer in silence i heard your prayers from my prayer
peng and i are still zero fighters so lets jiayou
calvin its time to enjoy ur life dun live in fear n tears everyday
to the HYPE peeps tat i koe tat wun be viewing this shit
i missed u all, sorry but i guess ever since that day everything is lost
to you . yes i like u, but i am in no states to tell u tat now i hope u like me as well but i guess u like everyone too..so this is for u, the furtest distance is not tian ya hai jiao, is i infront u but u duno i love u..old fashioned
and to all maplers fark u all! dumbshit! u are all wasting ur $ and ur lifes doing something tat is farking boring do something useful la...takeup a course or something there is no future in maple
victims like timo always wasted 5k on tat shity game issit really worth it?
5k can study pte diploma liao leh nnb..maple lan!