Self Reflection


today we go out again
this time the situation has changed
but we're not here to discuss it

basically
i am :
asking too much from ppl
demanding too less from myself (lazy)
expect others to pay my debt
always think of an easy way out(except death)
always depend on others to do stuff
no $ still wana go out
always forcing ppl to go out with me
always trying to owe ppl $ dun return

to conclude that:
Lazy n indebt

heng heng juz now 12:15 log in msn jo ask me work IT show
at last i can :
Pay $ to some debtors back
Have some to spent
Gain IT knowledge by working there as a compaq/bell laptop seller
expand my IT knowledge HANDS-ON style
maybe get free uniform?
per laptop sold = xtra $$$


i guess this is a really big chance for me to redeem myself from so much SINs that i yet to notice
becos i was blinded by lust
after such a conclusion
it has be taken note that i have to learn to resist tempation from the opposite sex
but that doesnt mean i cannot accept it(i will accept it if it comes to me )
juz i need to think more...NO.. i have to think FASTER

i guess tats all i have to say le bah
anyway thx leh peng for helping ask for the job
no matter the outcome i still thx u
and beng ..thx for helping me ask jo for the IT show's work oso
siyan i will go with u on friday to the IT SHOW if ur interested to go with me that is
whatelse......
mumu savour ur love life now
enjoy embrace it its yours for the taking
juz dun take it for granted
Weiling:
Stop living in the past
look forward to the future
and dun always talk half way den missing
Calvin:
Hapi Bday to you man
sorry din help u celebrate your bday i guess mine wun be celebrated as well have to work =/


well it did work out
lets juz hope the $ was put to good uses

wish me luck n hapi bday since i wun be celebrating it tis yr