
8 years bah wow i heard there's an electronic edition coming out liao
Well for the past few days been moody...alot of shit bah
1. Project for BAE business n economy shit + ppt
2.peer pressure and girl problem or juz girl thinking problems
3.PDPR soldering a timer circuit( today finally doned! 100% working YAY!)
4.My Cousin's wedding wad to get for her leh this friday leh
5.3rd Year project cluster now there's alex and wenjun both without frens...choose who leh...farked
i guess tats about i stresssed about de bah
HER..YOU..
maybe...i duno...
frens advise me alot
gave me lots of chances
yet i found out..others wasnt the problem
the problem is me
i wasnt auto enuff
it wasnt about the F.L.I.R.T game
it was about my auto system not responding
chances were there...maybe there's alot in my head bah
i still cant accept the fact my past bday were ruined becos my ex hold other ppl hand on my bday yet i can silently accept it
these kind of images juz..how to say leh..mumu...wendy...siyan...girl...iko....how to say?
becos get burned thats why...scared of fire...
those images will always happened
i talked to sir i told him i gave my 110% tolerance limit to my ex before
even mumu koes about tis
but yet wad i dint notice was...
110% tolerance can nv beat even 1% of pure auto-ness
autoness to show care, love at right time ...right moment..
yes i was tolerate...but i am no auto...i need to be like...slapped right in the face say " Hey i need U!" then i will koe...kinda ...immature eh..."u still young why not?"...near 21 le.."ur thinking too much la"...well tats true...i am a flirt eh...am i?...i guess i cant answer my own questions...
cos i dun understand myself too..being weak infront of the girl i like...weak..slow..retard...-.-...i have almost finish the report for my tml IS...then need to present....i lack sleep..i know it..tml 8 have to start prepare...life sucks...i koe...once again...my body is giving me problems...wad kind i dun wan to find out..i juz need to koe the fact...the body is still working ..when will it give up i duno...will she go back..after she finish schooling in np?...i oso duno..of cos i dun wan her to leave oso..love...i cant say i'm too stress to talk about it bah..i have to face it ...
but i feel this is juz not the right time..
we're all starting to fail..subjects like this term
to me..ur as important as my books..
but..my stupidity..tells me u duno tat...
by /ignoring me or i think u /ignore me
i feel i am stopped..not in the traffic lights..
sir...i'm not even near the traffice light..nope bah...i din even start walking..
maybe i dun need group morale bah...its juz a way of excuses...
peng has some factor that..group is not always a good thing
"she go out with ur grp of frens get to koe them..than ur frens sabo u..backstab u..lied to u and its all done in ur back ..finally run away with ur frens"
for YOU..i cooked for you..bought present for you..i guess this is only minor bah...
alot of guys did it ...some dun even need to do it...their girl cook for them..
maybe to you......i forgot wad i wan to say liao....fark...this happen alot recently
even 5secs things i oso forget..maybe after this term is over
new year...
exams..
shenli's bbq settle..
iko's wedding settle..
u all fly back to your country..
i manage to work for 2 mths..
i can rest abit..hopefully this body will still function..before all this is over
laurence good luck for weds man both ways...at least i can see u successing
unlike lester..who is almost like me..
or xiang who is too late...
there is always another day bah...
guys jiayou bah
maybe becos now is 4:36am..
listen to youtube than doing this blogging shit
then..thinking how today went well
fun factor increase becos of you
although i couldnt answer your qns about wads nonya...
i did tried..at least i speak bah
i may not be the answer u wan..
at least i was attempted by you bah
thxs...
well tml still got..presentation..report to edit...gym/basketball..so i guess
tml wun be seeing u bah..but tat day at vivo ...i realise my tolerance limit ...
was down to 40%..i could snap at anyone at anytime during then..for tat i appologise...
i wasnt the man i used to be..feedback is good..helps reflect what was said..
its good tat not much ppl take it into heart..thanks for understand..i will learn to control
and..regenerate my tolerance lvl back to how it used to be bah..