friday nite

i should be out =)
but i am not
after walking the pasar malam with the guys
then after tat went sheng siong i feel
i quite no life....i can walk sheng siong for 2hours
sorry ah guys make u all walk with me..
whenever i walk to the pasta sauce area..i will think of YOU..shit..
S.H.I.T.....sai....si...baera..
i dun wan to ...but it juz think of YOU..
but yuan lai..u still praise my pasta infront of other ppl...
u koe....even the senior cant enjoy it...she begged me not to cook for u
guess i din listen..well she cant stopped me too...
but..somehow..i feel kinda happy...YOU koe..
even though the pasta taste like SHIT...
u can say its not bad...i got the feel to...
cook another round for u...but...
AM I ALLOW?...guess not bah
i seeing this 9pm show now...
"no matter how i try to close the gap, It just gets wide "
and yeah...the hole...gap..space...distance..
just gets wider..i wish i can be like mark
"I hope to can continue like tat with her for the rest of my uni life"
but my poly life..is coming in an end soon...
and...hai...different course le....
we both koe u got ppl admired
and neither of them is me..so is the truth..
and i have to accept it...looks like u wana widen things up..
welll tats what u do best right? avoid...
so be it bah..

hmmm back to my daily shit...
so i am playing GTA vice city on psp now
not bad~
and tues will be the panel judge..
hope i am prepared
and mostly n lastly is work...
i must get work to get $
ok think i say until here bah...
nth much to say liao

the more i talk about YOU
the more i get angry/sad/tramatise/etc etc
hahahaha..saw it on tv..
what issit calll...hmmm...POST-TRAMA STRESS DISORDER(PTSD)
i nid a new girl in my life...
whose it gona be..
no one koes...*adui*