ok..new blog new skin eh?
no one notices? haha

finally gt time to organise myself
well..i'm going on a short trip to



Genting Highlands on the 11th 12th 13th



i really hope i will enjoy myself eh?
i dun need..Hopes...back steps..front steps..neither assurance(maybe insurance i need?)
i dun love my girlfriend cos i have none
neither do i have time to gym the way i like it
i dun nid a job hunt cos i have one already
i am not working for it show cos they dun have slots for a fulltimer
i dun THINK i will need her there..at least i less stress can enjoy more?
then...nowdays everyday oso work work work la...
good is good that tekmedia still gives me a stable job
at least i chao chao can sell 1 camera a day not bad la
just tat my offday..nowdays quite valuable: WHEN USED ON THE RIGHT DAYS
they limit my offday to either monday or tuesday
means i will only have free time then..or Midnight NOW...kinda sian la
but the outcome when u see the $ will feel better la..even though nt bad now...
due to the recent economy crisis shit...i was paycut 0.50 per hour and cut 1 hour of work time
but...tat day i took cab
the uncle told me : " Nowdays ah got job stick with it... u will pull through one"
i really agree ah... even though the pay sucks la..but least i still can go genting?
then planning liao la
next month gona go taiwan liao
IF my ns letter nv come 1st...NS LETTER BO BE JUNE THEN COME LA!!! I WAN FULFLILL SOME OF MY WANTED LIST SHIT BEFORE I GO BALD FARKS!

wad i feel bout her...
well....i mean..if she wants to go austraila to study i cant stop ah..
if she stays..oso good la..i guess i wun be part of her life much oso bah...
nv see a point in me contacting her recently..
not say we drift apart bah ..more like YOU dun need us liao part bah
only when u need us then call us..it was nv a come out and gather thingy that we do once in a while but more like a
come save my ass cos someone is meeting me and i need u guys to help me kinda shit huh?
aiya...dun wana talk bout it so much la...if YOU think your worth it
PROOF ME WRONG AT GENTING OK?

well my objectives are set ah..
all we need now is the Dong Feng(East Wind)
actually quite alot to talk bout la...just tat i duno how to express them
i mean..work is work la..keep ur work at work
nowdays i am all work..friends..lesser and lesser contact me nowdays oso ..
cant blame bah
everyone is busy somehow
but i can also see that everyone is happy with their lifes now
times are hard thats why we must even stick closer together

that day one of the customers..an auntie came to buy an MP3 for her daughter
so she came..as usual i will tend to ask her to buy samsung..after some talking i realise she has $ problems and only come to buy a Not-so-expensive 1..at 1st i was sian...but when i saw that look in her eyes...i decide to serve her with my heart...even though it was a budget model i sold her..i really felt happy when i sell it to her...cos in her...
i see my mom...in the past
even though we were poor..she always somehow tries to get me the thing(one)
that i wanted..when she has the $ to she will ..
well i took that auntie to the cashier and back tried it for her
it only gave me flashbacks..of how my mom treated me...
at tat time ..i really felt kinda like...bu xiao zhi?..
she work so hard last time..just to satifield me..then nowdays..hais..
anyway the way the auntie projects herself to her daughter..really made me flashback to mine time..i see myself in them...
she just digs..even no notes...coins oso can..just to pay for wad i like..
unlike my dad who only goes for function...
and we were always ..the 2 of us..i mean my mom n me..dad was nv in the picture..like tat picture...mother n daughter..
even though she bought the cheapest..but not only she use..but also for the daughter..
her every actions..always has a thought for the daughter
"i only listen to radio.. mp3 for her one"
mother to daughter " you know how to use ma? ask the kor kor teach u la"
"this $59 one..the display got sell? i dun mind its a AAA mp3 player"
my heart really goes out to them..even times are bad...
it is shown that this...this.....this OLD feeling
remember guys?
" WE'RE POOR BUT WE"RE HAPPY"
this is where we intially started isnt it
but why cant we have this feeling back nowdays?