yo peeps
i am in to blog again....
couldnt blog last week becos i have a guard duty

"o..."


last week...after guard duty
book out ..
go home
sleep 2hours
go back army camp....
sucks....
i hate guard duty.....

and this week
i fail my IPPT
so i have to go back on saturday to have RT
which is tml ..and very early...quite sian...

after soo much time in the army....
30 days i realise...the best ppl who really care will be there...
this is like the so call....filtering your true friends eh?
lol....
i guess...i have no love
i filtered my friends
my cash 400 a month...
not much ..but i dun spent much oso

the emptyness..i found in the myself
while watching other ppl sms-ing calling their girls
the feeling... grew tired...
soon i will get used to this...
empty hell
the punishments they gave us
the lectures they told us
the time they ask us to keep awake or wait for punishment
this all serve as....Distractions
from me to you

looking at my phone...
i wan to call you...
i koe .. you have someone..
so i din call..
we din have much to talk about oso
empty hell has become my home...
i seek nth else now....
i have no goals in the society...
frens grow fewer in numbers...

looking at my phone...
other then radio functions..
and sms-ing lau or xiang..
the next best thing to do..
is turn it off...
so 3 years is nth huh??
u be the judge...
i have no stand now..
for i am just a Recuit

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